His Everything

Chapter 10

KELLI'S P.O.V

The week had gone by depressingly slow. Me and Jamie presented our project and managed to get an A. Dakota's been hanging with me after school to keep my mind off things and Carter didn't show up to school for the rest of the week. I try not to think about him or his whereabouts but it's definitely hard considering the fact that I'm still hurting and we haven't talked about what happened.

I don't know if he has caught on yet..but I'm pretty sure he knows something is up since I blocked him on everything. Dakota said that's the first step to getting over a break up. I shook my head and lightly laughed thinking about it. We weren't even dating. But hey the shit still felt like a heartbreak..I was crushing on that man for 4 years. So I'm working on getting over it..I deleted the videos of us from the party and kept it moving.

I also had to serve that detention but it wasn't so bad because Dakota and Trever was there. The teacher also went over the lesson again so of course that was a plus. Mylan has been chill she doesn't say much though cause Dakota let's her have it every time she states her opinion.

Now it's 9:00 p.m on a Saturday and I'm going bowling tonight with my Bestfriend and those heathens. I slightly smile beginning to think about them. The boys have been also trying to cheer me up. We haven't known each other long but they still care for me as if I'm a sister..well at least Trevor and Reece does. Jamie's more like the over protective boyfriend, even though he's not my boyfriend and definitely won't be anytime soon.

Im cool on this relationship stuff for like..a while I don't even get a chance to really test the waters with things..and I'm afraid I don't have it in me to do that. I would do anything to avoid the pain I'm feeling right now. This is truly one of the many ways people develop insecurities and trust issues. I take a deep breath. "Just Stop thinking's about it" I tell my self.

I force myself to stop thinking about it and immediately go back to the task at hand which is trying to find a outfit for tonight. Unfortunately I'm not having much luck. I continue to mess up my drawers picking up shirts, holding them in the air for 2 seconds debating then putting them back. I sigh thinking about how I need to go shopping for some more clothes.

My phone vibrates repeatedly in my back pocket interrupting my thoughts. I get my phone and swipe over answering my FaceTime call from Dakota.

"Hey" Dakota say excitedly. "Hi" I said attempting to match her energy. Dakota looked at me and frowned "what's wrong babe?" she asked. "Nothing just trying to find something to wear" I said. "You know I'm good with these things do you want help?" she asked.
"No I'm good...I'll try to figure it out myself" I said.
It got quite and I looked at the screen noticing Dakota staring at me intensely.

"Who do I have to fuck up?" She asked seriously.
I chuckled a little "No one Kota..Everything's fine"  I said while smiling at her. "Mhm" she paused then looked at me again. "Look Kelli I know last week was rough and you are still recovering but don't let this blow your high..we are gonna have fun tonight and we won't spend any second thinking about..what was his name again? Daniel? Mark? Ja-" 
"I get it Dakota and yes I know...I'll try" I said interrupting her rant of  names. "Good he doesn't exist..Well anyway I need to finish getting ready..OH and before I forget to tell you. Jamie insists on picking you up sooo...yeah" she said before hanging up quickly.

Of course he does. I shake my head and continue to find a outfit before deciding on a oversized sweatshirt, rip jeans, and white Nike's. I dramatically sigh wondering why I didn't take Dakotas help. I don't know if  me buying new outfits would help the fact that I can't make them go together. But fuck it who cares, I'm not trying to impress anyone anyways.