This is inspired by Badflower there song "Ghost"
Disclaimer: mentions of Self Harm and Suicide.
{Y/N POV}
I tried it once before and I didn't get to far.
Emerson is on tour right now. I couldn't go because of my job. I made a huge mistake not going on tour. My boss keeps biting my ass to get stuff done. My co-worker keeps flirting with me when he knows I have a boyfriend. I just need Emerson.
When I got home I ran to the bathroom and pulled out my blade. I took the blade I ran it across my right arm ten cuts on my right arm and ten on my left. After I cleaned up the blood on the floor took a shower and went to bed.
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart.
The next day
I went to work and when I got there Chad was checking me out again. I've told him many times I had a boyfriend but nope. He looked at my and came over to me." Hey Y/N" he said " hey chad what do you want" I said a little bitchy to him "woah what's with you darling" he said with a smirk " okay look o have a boyfriend so stop flirting" I said. He grabbed my right arm tightly and two of my cuts came open. Blood bleed through my sleeve of my shirt. Chad felt the liquid in his hand I took his hand back.
He looked at me. " Wow your one of those people who cut themselves" he said with a sarcastic voice.
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck.
After the chad thing I went home. I went to the bathroom right away not looking in my house which I should've.
Part 2 soon
