”I know that we are upside down
So hold your tongue and hear me out
I know that we were made to break
So what I don't mind.
You kill the lights, I'll draw the blinds
Don't dull the sparkle in your eyes
I know that we were made to break
So what, I don't mind.
Are you gonna stay the night
Are you gonna stay the night
Oh oh oh oh,
are you gonna stay the night?
Are you gonna stay the night
Doesn't mean we're bound for life
So oh oh oh, are you gonna stay the night?”
Freedom.
I’ve been in this place for five hours and now I’m dancing along with the song. Who cares I was enjoying the time of my life.
“Zooey come here let’s have a drink”
Ugh that was my friend Francine she was the one who asked me for clubbing tonight.
”Go ahead I’ll just catch up”
Funny cause it’s been a week since I went clubbing, but I just can’t stop dancing and leave the dance floor. I was suddenly swaying my hips when I guy came in front of me and grab me by waist.
“You’re naughty sweetheart” Hmmmm angelic voice . I grin as I felt more of his chest across my back
What I missed in dancing is when you dance with bunch of people you don’t even know. Get drunk, throw up, dancing with the beat. I mean who doesn’t like fun?
“Oh, I am?” I asked.
I can feel his body temperature Hot. “You know if I’d be in your situation I would never wear those clothes” He said gripping my curves. What the hell? Who is he to tell me that.
“Let me go you jerk” I was trying to remove his hands but I can’t instead he turn to face me and suddenly was caught and everything went to reality god I miss him so much why can’t I even get myself from stopping this urge to hug Him. It started to blurred I can feel those liquid running through my eyes.
Damn I’m crying. Get a grip Zooey don’t be such a coward stand and face it. He doesn’t love you, He doesn’t want you, He’s never been yours and he will never be what happened between you two was nothing he just use you don’t be so stupid you’ve been hurt once and that’s enough don’t you even dare to hurt yourself again.
”Zooey No! Don’t cry, please babe” He was already hugging me and more tears came into my eyes why can’t I stop.
Well of course you’re hurt.
“Why did you even came back? I don’t want to see you! Go away” I push him thank god it was very easy.
I run and found myself in a very dark room I guess? I leaned on the wall and started to cry again, why do it have to be like this?
“Stop crying, baby please” I was tense the fvck how did he find me? I felt his hand under my boobs then he was pinning me on the wall. He smelled like liquor.
I found myself kissing him already I wanted to stop him but I felt this urge to feel him more. He is squeezing my boobs and we both moan damn I miss that sound how many years past 1 2 3? I don’t care the only thing I want is Him. He mumbled something in my ear I can’t understand. He kissed me again this time more lustful he’s hands went to my legs and wrapped them against his waist.
Hold me close by your side baby never let me go through the night as I open my eyes baby kiss from my nose down to my…
Boy put me on fire come baby take me higher and fulfill my desire don’t talk just give it a try and blow my mind don’t keep me waiting I feel like burning knead me, feel me baby make me feel like I never felt before.
That song is playing through my mind.
I felt him licking my earlobe and whispered…
”Don’t you even run away again from me, my wife.”
