Mocks are finally over and I though it would be a good chance to have a heart-to-heart about everything that's gone on recently. Cause believe me, there's been a lot. I want this book to be as open and honest as it can be, so excuse any bitterness or pettiness.
Overall, my mocks went okay. I have only received a few results so far, but what I've learned is that I'm worse at physics than I expected. I only got 12/60 which is really low for me in science. However, I think that my English based subjects went better than anticipated (I guess we'll find out on my official results day). I did my French oral exam on Friday. I was so scared! I didn't eat much and my boyfriend practically had to force me to eat. It went so much better than I expected and I am so proud of myself. It just goes to show how much I overthink everything in exam situations.
On Thursday, I have my music showcase where I will be graded on my performance and effectiveness in rehearsals. our group never seemed to take things seriously and things are all suddenly dawning on me now.
During the mocks, there was a lot of turbulence with my friendship group which definitely would have affected my performance. But, I suppose you have to let go of negative friends and just move on with your life. It's better now than later on in the school year.
