Hetalia WIP Graveyard

Don't Tell Me: England x Reader x Romaono

The stars will still shine and the sun, it will still rise onto a new day. The world will not stop. It will not mourn for me. It will go on. Goodbye (Name).

Love,

Arthur K.

(Name) read the note and dropped it onto the floor. She ran as fast as she could out the room. She grabbed her coat and purse and ran to her car. She slammed the door and pushed the pedal to the floor. She pulled out her phone and clicked the speed dial for his phone and place it to her ear.

Please pick up. Please Arthur pick up your phone. Please, Arthur please. Those were her only thoughts as she she sped down the road. She ran through a red but headed no attention to it. She didn't have time to be late. She made her way onto the highway. She pushed the limits of her driving ability as she swerved between cars doing more than twice the limit.

*Flash back of (Name) racing a dn meeting Arthur, him a cop. He lets her go.*

(Name)'s phone was ringing. She glanced at it as she slowed down too get off the highway. It was Alfred. He pressed the talk button.

"Dude where are you and Arthur? The meeting is about to start."

"He's gone Alfred. He left a note. He's going to kill himself."

(Name) could hear the phone drop onto the floor, and the other countries whispering in the background. (Name) made a sharp turn around a corner by a restaurant filled with greenery.

*Arthur and her's first date*

(Name) made her way to the country roads where the roads became dirt in a matter of seconds. She slammed once more her foot to the floor. She made one final turn and almost rolled her car. She slammed on her brakes before jumping from her car. She ran from the vehicle out into the open yard to a farm house. (Name) ran to the abandoned home and slammed open the door. She ran up the stairs with Alfred still on the phone. The home was a small farm house with white walls and wooden floors. It was the first time Arthur had saved her.

*Flash back of (Name) being abused by her parents and Arthur offering to allow her to stay with him.*

(Name) opened the doors of her old bedroom and looked frantically around to see Arthur wasn't there. On the simple bed there laid a note. She quickly picked the papers up and scanned over them. They looked to be early drafts of the letter she had gotten along with an address scribbled on the bottom. (Name) took no time to jump down the stairs and run at a lighting speed to car. (Name) frantically pulled out of the driveway before speeding to the main roads.

"Alfred you there?"

"Ya dude. I'm getting in my car now. Meeting has been cancelled. Any clue where he is."

"Remember that tree at the old house with tire swing."

*Flashback of Arthur proposing*

"On my way there now. Matt is checking out the lake house just in case."

"I already check the farmhouse and he wasn't there."

*1st time (Name) meets Matt and Alfred at lake house*

She could see the house in the distance and speed up even faster. It was an older home with british cottage architecture that was isolated in the countryside. It had a large back yard complete with a iconic hill with a tree. Being the cliche movie lovers, they placed a tire swing on the tree. (Name) ran at lightning speed out of the car seeing Arthur's car in the driveway. She ran past the house and up the hill. She saw him. He was sitting in his nice suit in the tree. He had a small smile on his face and his hands full. In one there was paper and in the other a gun.

(Name) ran faster than she ever thought possible. She could feel the tears swelling in her eyes, and eventually falling. Her lungs and throat burned with every step she took. She watched him get down from the tree and take a seat on the swing. He took a branch and placed the not under it. Arthur's back faced her as she ran to the top of the hill. He raised the gun to his head and took a deep breath. (Name)'s body collided with the swing making Arthur fall from his spot. (Name) quickly kicked the the gun away and pin end Arthur to the ground. He tears spilled from her eyes like a waterfall.

"Don't you tell me the world will go on. Don't you tell me the sun will rise tomorrow. Don't you tell me the stars will shine. Don't you tell me that Francis won't stare at you seat and hate the silence because you aren't there to argue. Don't you tell me that Matt won't cry when he sees your favorite tea on the counter. Don't you tell me Alistair won't break down because he couldn't bring you home from the hospital but in a casket. Don't you tell me Alfred would go to bed early because you aren't there to yell at him not to be up at an ungodly hour. Don't you tell me that Wales will shed a tear because he sees that picture of all of us at Christmas. Don't you tell me the Ireland twins won't know what to do when they have the perfect prank to play but you're not there. Don't you tell me India won't look down in sorrow when you aren't there to watch his favorite movies with him. Don't you tell me that Australia and New Zealand won't stare at the bench where you would sit while they do their laps and miss you. Don't you tell me that Peter won't cry because his big brother isn't there to pick him up at the airport. Don't you tell me that the other countries won't just stare blankly at you chair when in the meeting it is announced you died and wonder what they could have done. Don't you dare tell me that I won't cry myself to sleep because there is no one next to me. Don't you fucking dare tell me that I will not miss every second I spent with you and have to go to therapy because I watched you kill yourself. Don't you fucking dare tell me that bullship of the world will go on and no one will mourn you. Don't give me that fucking bullshit."

As (Name) spoke with Arthur pinned she cried.

"You were given this life Arthur. You were given this life to give not to take. You were given this because you are strong enough to do it."

They were there till a car door slammed and a few blondes came running up the hill. (Name) had forgotten she had dropped her phone and it was still on. The other nations had heard the whole thing.

"Love?" came Arthur's voice.

"Yes?" (Name) said letting him go once grabbing the gun.

"I'm sorry," he pushed (Name) off of him and took the gun. He took the gun and raised it to his chest. He closed his eyes but (Name) was fast as lightning. She ran into him once more but the gun still went off, There was a thud and Arthur just stood there and looked at the ground. He broke down crying as he dropped the gun. He picked her up in his arms, Matt called the emergency services as Arthur cried holding on to (Name).

*flashback (Name) suicidal wrote letter and was about to kill self but Arthur yells for her. She stops. He takes her mind off of it. He saves her basically by telling her he loves her.*

(Name) knew the familiar beeping noise from all the years she had spent in the hospital due to her abusive parents. (Name) blinked slowly and looked to her right at the machine. She glared at the machine hating it so much. (Name) felt a squeeze on her hand and turned to the left. She saw his brunette hair with an odd curl sticking out. The head rested on her hospital bed with one of his hands in her. She smiled and looked at the man before her. He looked up at her with his golden eyes and pulled her into a hug as tears flowed.

"(Name) you're awake. You're awake," he repeated like a broken record.

The two sat there in silence in each other's embraces until Lovino broke the silence once more.

"(Name) do you know-a what happened before you went into a coma?"

"Arthur tried to kill himself..." (Name) said quietly. That's all she remembered.

"Mia Bella that was a century ago."

"I know. How is he?"

"He is back to his old self. You were in a car crash bella. You don't remember anything in before it?"

"I'm glad he's okay."

*Flash back to england breaking the relationship off. (Name) falling for lovino. (Name) in crash leaving meeting in tears after arthur upsets her by being a bully even though he broke it off*

***Arthur enters room goes to tell her he loves her and (Name) cuts him off by daing Don't tell me.