Is it love?

Chapter 9

JUGHEAD POV

I woke up laying next to Cheryl , who was still sleeping . She an angel. I got up and went downstairs . I saw Veronica from behind . I went to her and hugged her from behind. She giggled and turned around . "Sorry for using you're bedroom  for ... you know" I said and she laughed . I love her laugh , it's so beautiful. "It's okay don't worry " I smiled and I said "god I love you Ronnie" I lifted her up and she laughed and screamed . I laughed " alright let me down " she said . "Sorry not gonna happen " I respond smiling at her . I then sat her on the counter . And I looked at her . "What ? " she asks me " you don't deserved it ... what Archie did " she looked at me and I felt a tear falling down of my eye . "Hey ... I'm fine" she said to me while wiping away my tear . "Come here" I said and she got off of the counter . We hugged until we heard Cheryl . "Hi guys !" She said and I turned around " Baby ! Good morning ! " I said and I kissed her . She smiled and sat on a chair . I went behind the chair and I started to play with her hair . We were the tree of us talking but then we heard the door open .. it was my mom . It just reminds me of everything that has happened . I wanted to leave and cry . "Ronnie I'm home hon- " She then realized that I was here and she walked to me . "Jughead.. hi ! " she tried to hug me but I pushed away. She looked at me with a confused look "don't touch me , you never cared about me before why would you start now. " I looked at her and she look sad . But I didn't really care . I then went upstairs and Cheryl followed me . " Cheryl leave me alone " I said crying a little bit . "I'm sorry no" she said and I turned around and rolled my eyes "you can't be alone right now baby" she said . I wanted to be alone but she didn't care and that made me angry , she won't let me have time for myself . "Babe ... please " I said turning around . She looked at me "go home. " I said to her coldly . I didn't want to hurt her but I needed that . "Okay fine but you call me later. " she said and walked away . I went to the bathroom .  

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

I close the door of the bathroom and start to devalue the pharmacy . Until I found what I needed ...pills . I opened the cup and I filled my hand with them . I looked at myself in the mirror and I start to cry . But then I heard A knock on the door , it was Ronnie "Jughead please open the door " I didn't say anything "Jughead?!" She said starting to panick . "I love you Ronnie..." I said and she banged on the door .  " Juggie open the door right now !!" She screamed at me and it broke my heart. "I'm sorry Ronnie but I can't live like this anymore " I sat on the   floor and I cried . But then, Ronnie opened the door using a toothpick.she opened the door and she looked at me and screamed "Jughead what the hell are you doing put that down!"  

VERONICA POV

Jughead looked so broken and his face was filled by tears .it broke my heart ... my twin has tried to kill himself . He act so tough and happy around everyone but he's broken inside. I started to panick I didn't know what to do ... so I went to the corridor and screamed at my mom so that she could help . Because the bathroom is far from  the stairs and she wouldn't have hear me . She started to go up the stairs and I went back to the bathroom . But then , my heart stoped .. jughead has took the pills. They were in his mouth . "No!!! Jughead spill them .. don't do this to me" I start to cry and I bend his back over so that he spill the pills . But he didn't want to . "I cried and my mom enter the room "omg jughead..." she said already crying. He finally spilled most of them and I hugged him . He was so broken . But then i realized that he has lost consciousness. I told my mom to drive us to the hospital and she go outside and started the car. I got jughead outside and in the car. We were both crying and I was holding jughead close to me . He started to breath faster and I started to panick. We finally arrrive to the hospital and the nurse ask us what happened " he OD on pills you need to help him " I screamed at the nurse . They got jughead a room but we couldn't enter . So I decide to call Cheryl . "Hey Ronnie what's up ?" She asked me and I respond " it's jughead... he's in the hospital." "What? What happened " she asked me worried . "He...tried to kill himself Cheryl. " she didn't respond and she ended the call . A few minutes later , she arrived to the hospital "Veronica !" Cheryl said as she hug me . She pulled away and ask " where is he ? I need to see him " "you can't ... I didn't even saw him myself. " I said and then we got interrupt by a nurse "are you guys here for jughead Jones? " she asks us "yes we are " I respond "well he's not breathing on his own yet but he's gonna be okay. " she told us " thank god! When can we see him? " Cheryl asks "we don't know yet but in an hour... maybe?!" The nurse said and leaved . I was so happy . Juggie is gonna be ok . But now .. there's something else a have to do . I leaved Cheryl at the hospital and went to my dads trailer . I knock on the door and he answer . I didn't even ask for the permission and I got in "what are you doing here ?" He asked and I took word "I'm here to tell you that jughead is in the hospital" I said looking at him . "Okay think I care " that broke my heart .. he didn't care about jughead at all . "No but you should because he's in there because of you .. he's sick of living like this ... with a shitty father like you! He tried to kill himself !" I said and he got closer to me and he almost fell , he's drunk . "Oh baby girl do you wanna know how this fell? " I got nervous . And then I felt is hand massaging my butt . I looked up at him and he gave me a discussing smile . I slapped his cheek and he smirked "you asks for it slut" he said as he slammed  me against the wall and I cried and scream but nobody could hear me  . He started to kiss down my neck and I screamed so loud . He put his hand on my mouth and he started to undo his belt . I'm terrified . He then put his pants down and he got my skirt down and then my panties . He looked at me and I slapped him again. I wanted to puck... that is discusting . He put his hand around my neck and I couldn't breathe . I then felt him  inside of me. His hand got of my neck and I screamed so hard . It hurts . He was rough and hard . I then close my eyes and cried and screamed .After 15 mins, he got tired and got out of me . This was a relief . "This is less worst than what I'm doing and will continue to do to jughead so I'll stop defying me right now if I were you " I cried and then he slapped me and I fell on the ground I got up and looked at him . Now I know how Juggie feel . I cried on my way back home . I am so broke right now . I got home and asks Cheryl to come over . And I told her everything. She was shook and she cried . "Veronica I cant .. you don't deserve this ." I cried and she hugged me . But when someone touches me , all I'm thinking about is ma father raping me . I pulled away and looked at myself in the mirror . I had bruises all over my neck . I then heard my phone rings , it was the hospital .i answer and it said  that Juggie has woke up . I told Cheryl and we were so happy . "Cheryl I don't want you to told Jughead ..I'm gonna tell him myself when I'm ready " I said to Cheryl And she smiled "you can count on me Ronnie " she respond and I smiled at her