Betty put her shirt back on while I was in the bathroom , looking at my hickeys . I sighed and got out . She looked at me and I kissed her passionately . She eventually pulled away and smiled . "I should go.." she said and I grabbed her waist "okay.." I said and then I kissed her . She then leaved . I went back upstairs . Veronica was still sleeping . I sat down on the edge of my bed and then I saw Veronica waking up "ronnie" I said and she opened her eyes and smiled . I smiled back she got up and put her pyjama on . She hugged me and I hugged back . She went downstairs and I went in my bathroom . I looked at myself in the mirror and then a saw my blade . I sighed and took it . I then saw the scars on my wrist that I made months ago . I then thought , what if Betty's lying? What if she's just using me..? I looked at the blade carefully . I then thought of what my father did to me . I closed my eyes and I remembered when he abused my with a broom , when he raped me , twice , burned me , handcuffed me , landed me to the hospital , when he killed mom , raped Veronica ... I opened my eyes and I didn't hesitate , I opened my wrist . I cried and I was getting deeper in my skin . They're was literally blood everywhere. I did that for a while and then i threw the blade in the sink . I started to breath heavily and I sighed . I was now breathing really fast . Everyone is gonna think that I'm just a depressed boy and they're right..i am . I cried and breathed fast and more heavily . I sat down on the edge of the bath and cried .
[A/N] sorry this part is so short😬❤️
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