Is it love?

Chapter 20

JUGHEAD POV

shit..what the fuck did I just do? I fucked my ex! How could I do that to Betty ... I hope that this will not affect our relationship. I laid down on my bed and I saw the pills . I know that it's hurting ronnie but...it's helping me . I forget everything that has happen these past few days and it's making me feel better. I took the bottle and filled my hand..but not to kill me, I can't do this to veronica. I took a few pills and I then went in Ronnie's bedroom. She was in her bed and she rolled her eyes when she saw me "hey.." I said sitting down on her bed. "What the fuck do you want" she said coldly and I sigh "I want to apologize " I respond and she looked at me . "I fell of the wagon but...I don't wanna run the same life as daddy.." I said and my eyes filled with tears . She sighed "Jughead...this isn't helping you..you have to stop!" She said and I looked down "I know but...at least I feel good for a few hours " I respond and I started to cry "hey...it's okay jug...you just can't do it again do you hear me ?" She said and I nodded my head. She invited me in a hug and I accepted . We hugged for a while and I cried against her neck. She rubbed my back and kissed my cheek. I then felt asleep in Ronnie's bed .

VERONICA POV

Jughead had felt asleep and I looked at him. I felt a tear fall down my cheek . He's broken..and it's breaking my heart . I got my shirt off leaving me in my bra and I laid down next to him. His tears have dried on his cheek. I gave him a sad smile even though he can't see me.. i covered us up and I stared at him. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

I woke up and Jughead wasn't there. I got up and put on a shirt . I passed the bathroom and I saw Jughead . He vandalized the pharmacy and the drawers . He sigh and sat on the floor. I walked in and he got up wiping his tears away "Jughead...what are you doing?" I asked getting closer to him "um...I...have a headache , I just wanted to find some..Advils." he respond and I sigh . He looked at me and walked away.

JUGHEAD POV

I am done..I can't live like this anymore . Ronnie is still sleeping..that's the perfect opportunity. I got in the bathroom and tried to find a razor blade. I searched everywhere but I didn't find anything. I am depress . That's the only thing I want right now . I sat in the floor and cried in silence . Then, Ronnie arrived ...of course I can't just tell her that...so I made up a lie . I got out and went downstairs. I got in the kitchen and turned on the oven to make myself breakfast. When I turned it on .. I just thought about what happened . I closed my eyes a had a flashback of daddy burning my hands on the oven ... his devilish laugh . I then opened my eyes and looked at my hands . I turned the oven off and walked away from it . I started to breath heavily and then I felt arms hugging me . It was Ronnie's. I turned around and she looked at me . I was all sweaty and she grabbed my hand "Juggie...are you okay?" She said and I sigh "no I'm not fine!" I said and she gave me a sad look . "I lied to you...earlier, I was looking for razor blades...I wanted to end everything...and that is because of him, the guy that killed mom ...our own father. " I said and she looked at me in shook . She grabbed my hand but I pulled away. She then started to cry and I sat down . My life is falling apart, everything is falling apart!

It was now night time so I went upstairs in my room . I took my shirt off and changed my pants for my grey joggings. I closed my eyes

I heard a scream coming from downstairs. I got up and ran downstairs...I can't believe it , he is back. My dad was kicking Veronica's body really hard and she was all bloody . I pulled him away and pushed him. He then looked at me. "How...how are you here" I asked and he smirked "that's called escaping!" He said and then he slammed me against the wall. I grunted and then he grabbed my neck. He pressed it hard and I felt suddenly so low. He then got off my neck and punched me hard . I fell on the ground . He then got back to Ronnie and he started to took her pants down. I screamed but I couldn't get up. I wasn't able to. He got her pants off and then her panties . I then got up and he had already took his pants off . He looked at me and slammed me against the wall..harder than earlier. He put me down and he trusted his dick inside of my mouth. I pulled away put he slammed my head hard against the wall. He then grabbed my head with his hands and guide me . I screamed and he got faster. He then punched me and got back to ronnie . He lifted her up and pinned her against the wall. She screamed and he put himself inside of her. He kissed her neck and she cried and screamed . I cried and he squeezed her hips hard. I want to kill him. He then stoped and punched ronnie . She fell on the ground and she was bleeding a lot . He then grabbed handcuffs and I tried to escape but I couldn't . He got my hand and put them in the handcuffs. He pinned me against the door and I screamed so hard...he's going to finish what he was about to do last time. He got my jogging off and then my boxers "no...please...don't" I said and he punched me . He then turned me around and got himself inside of me . I screamed so hard . It's so painful . He got faster and he was moaning ...I was screaming and crying. He then grabbed my waist and squeezed it hard . I cried and cried but he didn't care..he has no mercy . I felt like a object . He did that for a long time. I felt like that was never gonna end. "You're a good boy right?" He said but i didn't respond "respond you fucking piece of shit!!" He yelled at me "yea-yeah..." I said "what did you say?!" He yelled at me "Yes.." I respond and he smirked "good...good boy Jughead ... you will come here and give me a blow-job! " he said and I sigh "no..." I respond and he turned me around roughly. "What the fuck did you say?!" He yelled at me "I said no!" I replied yelling and he grabbed my neck and squeezed it "you decide...you have two choices. 1: you give me a good and long blow-job... or number 2: I can just kill Veronica already..just like mommy" he said and I sigh . He got the handcuffs off my hands . "Come on...let's start this with a hand-job ...don't worry , youre bandages won't cause any problems.." he said smirking. I looked at him and I started to cry. I took his dick in my hand and I started to give him a hand-job . He moaned I closed my eyes and I felt like a was nothing . I cried harder . He then lifted my head up "you know what to do..." he said getting my hand away . I sigh and looked at him "please..." I said and he slammed my head against the fridge. I started to bleed more than earlier . I can't let that happen to veronica so I did exactly as I was told , to prevent him from complaining. I put his dick in my mouth and I sucked it hard . He moaned and I got faster . I then lick his cock. I was crying every tears of my body at the moment but I didn't want him to know . I licked his dick and I wanted to puck. I then started to suck it again and very fast. He moaned really loud and he was really hard. He then brushed his hand trough my hair and gave me a good pace. I did that for a while ...it felt like 10 years . I got up and he kissed my forehead . He smirked and he punched me . I fell on the ground and he started to kick my body. I was bleeding so much . He got on top of me . He punched my face . He did that for a while and then he got up. He took a knife out the drawers . He got on top of ronnie and he cut her throat. I screamed and cried . He then walked toward me and did the same...

And then...I woke up

VERONICA POV

Jughead is sleeping and I passed his room to go to mine. He was making weird sounds and he was breathing heavily. I walked in and he was all sweaty . "No...please " he said in his dream . "Leave her alone!" He yelled I sat down next to him and grabbed his hand "Jughead?! Juggie wake up! " I said but he didn't "please...no!" He yelled again and I started to cry . He was breathing really loud . "Yes!" He yelled and I got confused . What is he dreaming about? " stop..it hurts...please " he said ...he's dreaming about him...daddy. "Jughead!" I yelled and I pressed his hand . "Leave her alone! She didn't do anything wrong!" He yelled "please daddy...." he said and that broke my heart. He screamed and then he started to cry . "No...no please don't..." he said and he woke up. He looked around with a confused look and then he saw me "Veronica..." he said and he hugged me . He cried and cried and I had no idea why. "Juggie...what happened?" I said and he lifted my head up to look a my throat. "Jug..what is it?" I said holding his cheek. "I thought you were dead.." he respond and I grabbed his hand "what..what are you talking about?" I respond confused "daddy...he...he killed you" he said and I felt a tear falling down my cheek. "Juggie..I'm okay.." I said "what else?" I asks carefully "he...did it again..." he said as I sighed "he didn't...it was a dream" I said and he hugged me . "Can You...stay with me tonight?" He asks "of course juggie.." I respond and he laid down. I got next to him . I closed my eyes and he grabbed my hand. He looked at the ceiling and cried . "Juggie...it's okay..." I said and he sigh. "No...it's not" he respond and I sighed sadly . He looked at me "this bastard killed mommy and he's gonna pay!" He said and I gave him a sad look . He then closed his eyes and I got closer . I put my head on his chest and he hold me close. We eventually fell asleep. I need to help my brother..he's not fine..