Insight into the Mind of Mine

Chapter 5: Through Hell

I woke up the next day, still feeling surprised that something like that happened to me, but this was just the tip of the iceberg. The rest of that week was full of sexual talks, and the discussion of fantasies. This relationship of ours went from just meeting to sexual acts in two months. I should have suspected something bad would happen, but I was thinking with my dick, not my head. That will be shown shortly, but now back to the story at hand. So with all of these sexual talks, one day that week Gabby said, "Why don't we have sex next week?" Looking back at it now, god I really wish that I could just say no, but at the time I was belated. I was actually going to have sex. I was excited. She scheduled it like the last time; it was to be at her house while her mom was at work. I was less nervous about this time too because she had already seen my dick, and she told me it was the perfect size for her, so I felt content. Anyways, that day came about, and I walked to her house again, but this time I let myself in because she said the door would be unlocked. I took off my shoes and carried them with me up to her room. Gabby was laying in her bed under the covers while she was on her phone. She saw me and got out of the bed to kiss me. She seemed to be excited too, but she was also a little nervous because she used to self-harm, and her scars were on her legs. Even though I was largely ignorant, I knew that for her to show me her scars meant a great deal; that is one of the most private things that self-harmers have, so it meant she trusted me a lot. This made me feel like I had an obligation to stick with her, which ultimately ended up making things worse in the long run. I dedicated myself to her after this event went down, despite what I went through. Getting back to the story, she led me to her bathroom and shut the door. She said that we would clean up first, and fulfill a fantasy we shared, which was to take a shower together. She told me to turn around while she disrobes and enters the shower. She got undressed and got into the shower, and then said it was okay for me to come in, so I also removed my clothes and entered the shower. Gabby was on the other side of the shower covering her body up with the shower curtain. She told me to close my eyes, so I did. After I shut my eyes, I heard her removed the shower curtain and move over to me. She embraced me, and I could feel her breasts against my chest. My dick kept rubbing up against her thigh. She said I could open my eyes in which I did. She released me from her embrace, and I immediately looked down to her vagina like an idiot, but to my defense I had never seen a real life one this close to me. I was mesmerized by it; I took in the image of it. I knew I had to touch it, so I asked her if I could to which she said yes. I started to rub it awkwardly with my fingers because I didn't know what I was doing. At the same time, she was jerking me off. I moved my hands up to her breasts and started to play with them as I was kissing her. Gabby then said that I could put it in. She got down on all fours, and I knelt behind her. I could not for the life of me figure out where to put it in, and I had to ask. She used her hand and maneuvered my penis to the opening of her vagina, and told me to push. I did, and it slipped in. I immediately got a feeling of euphoria. It felt so good, it was warm and slimy. I started off slowly until Gabby told me to go faster. As I went faster, my dick kept slipping out, so Gabby suggested we get out of the shower. We got out of the shower and got into the same position. It went well at first, but something unexpected happened. Gabby had apparently been on her period, and didn't tell me. As I kept thrusting more and more blood came out, I got really really scared because I thought I was hurting her, so I took my dick out and it was coated I'm blood. She turned around to face me and said it was okay, and that I wasn't hurting her. That is when she told me she was on her period. She told me to continue because she was close to cumming. I reluctantly kept going. The longer I thrusted for, the more friction built up around my dick, so it was starting to hurt. The smell of her blood was beginning to get overwhelming; lucky she came and I was soon to follow after her. I told her I was close, and she turned around and let me cum on her chest. I was still shocked about all of the blood, the smell, and how she didn't tell me, but I didn't question it because I thought she just forgot to tell me. After taking a breather, we both got back into the shower and washed off again, we took turns washing each other. She also tried to milk the rest of the cum out of me. After we washed off, we got out dried off, and started to clean all of the blood off of the floor. When all the blood had been cleaned up, we got dressed, and I had to leave again because her mom would be home soon again. This event began the long journey sex.