-6- Blue Mess

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*This chapter has abuse and self harm*

For the better experience- wait to play song

3rd Person

Wack!

"Ow!"

"We're not going to fucking kill him you idiot!" Alya screeched while pointing at Nino.

"Yeah I can't go back to jail" 
Everyone looked over at Chloe.

"What! Its a long story! Lets just say I saw bitch and she didn't live to tell the story."

"You k-killed s-s-someone before!" Adrein exclaimed.

"No. I just exposed them on Intagram. After I sold her illegal drugs. Ha, she's still in jail though."

"WHAT THE FU-"

"Now, we getting side  tracked how should we split them up?"

"MUR-"

"NO!"

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*play song*

Luka's Prov

I open the front door to see my dad holding a beer bottle while sitting on his chair.
"Hey fag! Where have you been?" He slurred.

"S-school"

"Ha, I bet you just went to fuck sluts you  fucking cunt. Or maybe to see your boyfriend."

"Bitch" I whispered.

"What did you say!" He yelled walking towards me.

"I-I uh....."

All of a sudden he smashed the bottle on my head. I felt my head hit the floor. Pain. All I felt was pain...everywhere. Tear filled my eyes.

"Your nothing! Your weak, useless, worthless, go die, everyone would be happier without you!" He spat.
He was right.

I was nothing.

I was worthless.

I was useless.

I was weak.

I wish I was better.

I wish I hotter.

More popular.

Smarter.

I layed there, lifeless for 5 minutes until I got up to the bathroom. I found my razor and cut again, again, again and again. It felt so good....its what I deserve. Blood trikled down my arms. A total of 25 cuts. Hm...thats less than normal. I clean my arms and smiled. I laughed....I'm going insane. I giggled more running out of my house while my dad yelled at me.

I ran


And laughed


I ran

And


Ran



And never stoped  or laughing.

I stopped at a lake.





I smiled and ....












Reached twords the stars, smiled, and ran.

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I blinked.

It was still dark.

Ow, my cuts sting.

Where am I? I looked and I was sitting on a bench. I looked up to see the stars.

Julika...

Mom...

Why did you leave me?

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