Love It , Or Hate It. "The beginning"

Gone

" I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord for my soul to keep. If I should die before I should awake, I pray the lord for my soul to take." I say to myself. As the hot tears run down my face, I just think about all the good times that my sister - like friend aniyah, and I had before that son of a bitch of a boyfriend drayden shot two bullets through her head. I just wish I could just beat his lying ass until I see the blood spew out of his mother fucking body. Aniyah never did anything to hurt, or betray him. She loved him, and was there for him when he got accused for five counts of rape. I remember the shit he had put her through,- sometimes he even whooped her ass. Just seeing her face bruised up made me beyond furious, and after he had hurt her he would just say that he loved her and sorry. She loved him so much, that she believed every little thing that came out of her mouth. As I look at her in this casket, I just break down. What can I do, say? Looking at her parents, just makes me feel even worse. "Hey andre'yah ." turn around, and see that it was lonie, aniyah's older sister. " um, hi look -" " don't worry about it, it's not your fault dre' yah, I just hope that bastard dies and then burn in hell!" Tears run down her face, as she buries her face in her lap. "im sorry, but I have to go." Its too much going on for me to stay here. Backing out of the parking lot of the funeral home, I say a little prayer to get me through this madness. Driving through elane drive and passing up my house, I drive into the mini parking of my boyfriends house. " lonzo, come let me in" I really need someone to talk to, vent all my stress out to. " hey honey, wats up?" He just smells soo good. Wearing only his basketball shorts, he looks so sexy at this point. "im just coming over to talk to you, my day was just the worst! Seeing her in the casket kills me internally baby- " I say wrapping my arms around his body, and burying my face in his chest, with warm tears streaming down my face. " who? Baby what happened? Come on, lets get out of the cold into a warm house. I'll even make your favorite,- hot chocolate with a little fudge brownie, with strawberries. If you want" walking inside, i just think about how lucky i am to have him. He is just so sweet, and real. Flopping on to the comfortable, leather sectional couch, i curl myself under the fur blanket his dad had sent him from new york."gettin' comfortable, huh babe?" "yeah, i need some where to let to relax-it ain't my house" " what's going on?" He asks placing my treat on the table, on a platter. " aniyah was shot two times in the head, i went to her funeral today. I couldn't stand looking at her being dead, and in a casket. Drayden and her had gotten into a fight, and it just blew up to her getting killed. The craziest thing is that the day she was killed by him , that was the last unknown day that was promised for us to say our last words to each other, its so hard to explain how i feel." I could feel the tears coming back. Repositioning myself on the couch, i plop my head back and drift off. I then feel ralonzo's arms wrap around my stomach, kissing me on my neck and then says " i got you shorty, you know that i always would have you." With those words said, i feel myself turn warm of excitement along with happiness. He pulls me closer by my curvy waist, and i turn over to face him. I just stare into his gorgeous lightish hazel-green eyes, with my hands rubbing his wavy hair. God, he is just so fine. He then smiles, pushing my hair behind my ear, pulling me close by my chin. Then devouring my whole tongue, as we lock lips. We start to roll over with him landing on top, my arms around his neck- him between my legs. I could feel the moment intensify between each kiss. slipping down my bikini panties, he licks all over my cunt. " damn" is all i could say. I spread my legs wider, and i could feel his warm tongue, lick all my wetness. I could feel him tongue fucking me. I swear his tongue game goes stupid. smacking my fat ass, he slip three fingers in. "Aggh!" I moan with a squirm indicating he had hit my spot. He kisses his way back up, and flips me over. " I got some shit to put on you" while putting on a magnum. " you sure that you can handle what daddy is going to put on you?" Ralonzo says seductively. Pushing his hard nine in, i squint and squirm. i just can't believe that this is happening. I cant believe that he is now my first . With all these thoughts running through my head , I have to say this is going to be one hell of a night...