The Road Trip

Chapter 1

(Hey guys, well so this is my very first chapter of my very first story. I am a little nervous as to how this is going to go but I hope that you guys will enjoy it. If there is anything that you guys would like me to address during this chapter or any chapters that I publish in the future please let me know. I am just going with the story day by day being influenced to write more through my experiences of daily life. I would love to add some of your experiences into my story as well. So please read and comment on anything you wish. Enjoy :) :) xoxoxo    -sacredheart)

" I feel no love, I feel no pain. I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain. It makes no difference to me whether you are in my life or not. For you I was just an object, and for me now you are nothing, absolutely nothing. Nor my love, nor my life. After hurting me so much, you ask me why there are tears in my eyes. After cutting off my wings you question why I don't fly. You are the reason why I have lost all meaning in my life. You are the reason why I have forgotten to see all the good things in life. You have made me into a person that I never was. You have made me heartless".

"Oh really Allena", Zoe rolls her eyes at me. "Come on get over him now. That idiot will not come back into your life anymore, and even if he does, I will never let him come back.

"None of us will", I ear Hazel call out from the bathroom. How did she even hear me in there?

"I am not deaf you know", she answers my subconscious question. Don't you just hate it when your best friends can read your mind at the wrong times I think to myself.

"I know he isn't coming back and I don't want him to either", I lie to myself. " I am well and truly over him", I say as I look away from Zoe, knowing I can't lie to her.

"Sure you are", she laughs sarcastically. "That's the reason you sit here all day and write all this heartless, heartbroken poem things don't ya".

"No that's not true and you know it", I lie to her. Deep down I know what she is saying is true but what can I do, I can't stop thinking about him. All the times we spent together, all those everlasting moments that we created, all the secrets that we shared...

"Do you want a coffee as well honey?", Zoe says to me interrupting my thoughts.

"Huh...what...?", I ask her, being brought back to reality.

"Can you snap out of it already", Hazel shouts at me. I didn't even realise when she came out of the bathroom. Damn I really would have been day dreaming if I didn't hear her slam the bathroom door like she usually does.

"Look girl, the bottom line is that he hurt you like hell, you are not going back to him and we are gonna get you a damn life", she says to me.

"You know what. I gotta an idea, how about all us girls on a road trip together", Zoe suggests. "At least that way Allena can get over her goddamn heartbreak and it will also be a way for all of us to catch up. What do you guys think?"

Before I could process everything Hazel replied for me, "YES YES YES that's an amazing idea. We will all love that. Isn't that right Allena?"

"Do I have a choice?" I ask sarcastically. "Although, I think that we should wait for the other 2 girls to get here and then we could decide from there".

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"OMG OMG OMG, why didn't you guys come up with this idea any earlier? This is going to be so awesome. I can barely wait", yells Gracie. All I see is her jumping up and down on my couch and any minute now she is going to lose her balance and fall face first into the ground.

"I know right. I can just imagine all the fun and crazy things that we are going to be doing", says Crissie. Her version of fun and crazy is practically a pool of stupidity. Great, now I know exactly what I am in for.

" Alright then girls, where do you want to go? We have a few options, maybe Queensland, Sydney, Canberra or....."

Before Zoe could even finish off her sentence the room was filled with quarrels over which location.

"SYDNEY", yelled Hazel.

"QUEENSLAND", shouted Crissie.

"New York?", suggested Gracie.

All of a sudden silence filled the room and the next minute we were all glaring at Gracie.

"Okay, okay no need to make me feel uncomfortable. How about Queensland then?" Gracie suggests.

"Yeah I think Queensland is a good idea too", I speak up finally putting in my input.

"Alright so it's final. Queensland it is then", announces Hazel.

After everyone's approval on Queensland, we all decide to go shopping, after all we all need a good pair of bikini's for the beach.

At that moment I had a feeling that I was definitely going to remember this trip for lifetime. It was going to be one of the wildest holidays of my life and by the end of it my life was completely going to change. I could just sense it.