Strawberries & Cigarettes. Camila/You

Chapter 15

Your Pov

"W-Why in the fuck would you bring this up now?" I asked turning to look at her with a look of slightly angry confusion while she sighed deeply.

"Y/n after all this time I at least owe you this" she said looking at me with sincerity as I looked down and shook my head.

"Karla lo-" I said before that sincere look turned into a immediate glare once I said her government name which caused me to sigh deeply attempting to cool down a bit.

"Can we talk about this later? It's my son's birthday for god sakes" I practically whisper yelled while Santiago played around with my brother.

Or his uncle, Fuck I don't know anymore.

The moment she heard me say "my son" a playful grin spread out across her face before she crossed her arms making me roll my eyes realizing what I just said.

Listen, even though I'm still mad as hell about way back when doesn't mean I have to be mad at Santiago because he's just a little guy a cute one I'll tell you that it's just his mother and our history together it just

Pretty fucking complicated more so than life itself.

"So I'm assuming these gifts are for your son?" She said pointing right next to the small stack of neatly wrapped blue gifts on the picnic table as I simply shrugged.

"Don't look at me like that Cabello half of those are from Alex" I groaned as she giggled softly playfully hitting my shoulder.

"Still grouchy as ever I see"

"Still beautiful as ever I see" I say to myself thinking out loud before widening my eyes before snapping my neck over to look at Camila who hung her head down blushing at my words.

"If I didn't know any better I'd say that was a compliment you just have to me Y/l/n" She said now smiling from ear to ear like Cheshire Cat her slightly bunny like smile shining through.

Sometimes people forget to admire what truly makes a woman beautiful and even If she may not like it, I'd like to think it's her smile and hers used to make me melt like butter on a damn bagel.

Now it kind of feels like it's below freezing on Christmas Eve..

I sighed deeply and took a seat before taking in all the scenery as I watched Alex and Santiago play around on the field with a small grin as I watched him run around on the grass.

Even while I was watching them play I felt a pair of eyes on me before I turned my head softly to see Camila gazing at me.

"What is it stalker?"

"Nothing, you just look like a proud father even though you're technically his "mother"" She Chuckles softly as I place my hands in my lap before turning to look at her with a solemn look.

"Do you guys have everything thing you need right now? Like I know you've got the hotel, but what about food? And things like that?" I ask genuinely.

"I make sure Santiago has everything he needs, as for me I still don't have everything I need." She says shrugging.

"What like..bananas or something ?" I abruptly ask at random making her laugh lightly and shake her head as the sunlight drove away from us for a moment.

"Then what did you need?"

"You" She said looking at me with a hint of sadness in the pool of her brown eyes..

I use to act like hurting her wasn't a big deal, when the reality was it broke my heart and her initials were on each piece...

A/n: I hope anyone who is still reading likes this chapter consider this an overdue present I will give you beautiful people on my birthday!!-MuchLoveJ