Sequel to 'My Love, My Saviour, My Student'.
Faye Dawson and Shawn Mendes are now worlds apart. He's not just her teacher anymore he's her university professor. Keeping away from him will end up being a lot harder than she might of guessed.
Faye Dawson Fuck, my head. Before I even opened my eyes I felt the pounding in my head and couldn't help but groan. I could see that the sun was blinding and really didn't want to open my eyes out of fear of being sick. But when I rolled over and met with another body my eyes shot open. I looked up and images of last night flashed into my head. Shit. Quickly, I pulled up the covers up and took a huge sigh of relief when I saw both of us were wearing underwear. "We didn't have sex don't worry" I heard Shawn's groggy morning voice say and I slowly moved the covers back over my body. "Oh...er good?" I said shyly. "Not the attitude you had last night" he said huskily. At that comment a fire went through me and I threw the sheets off my body and got up out of the bed. I looked around for my dress and heels but couldn't find it. I groaned and picked up one of Shawn's jumpers and his shorts and threw them back on. "Where are you going?" Shawn asked slowly sitting up in his bed, his eyes still half closed. "Give my dress back tomorrow in the lecture" I said grabbing my phone and bag and heels, before walking out of the room.
As I walked out I heard the rustle of sheets and I knew he would come after me. Just as I was at the bottom of the stairs he grabbed my arm and pulled me into his body. "It's freezing, you go out there like that you'll freeze. Just stay here for a bit" Shawn said and I rolled my eyes. "No. Why would I?" I asked not expecting an answer from him. "Because of last night" he said and I couldn't help but draw my eyes down his shirtless torso. "I was drunk Shawn" "You knew what you were doing" "No I didn't! You know I'm a light weight" I said and he gave a small grin nodding. "So you don't remember the kisses?" Shawn asked and I paused. I could just lie, I could just say I didn't and leave here without giving in to him. But I already had given in to him. I wanted to give in to him I couldn't help it. "No..." I said but as soon as I said it I knew he knew I was lying. "You've always been a bad liar" he smiled and I mentally slapped myself. "I'm not lying" "So you don't remember this?" He asked before holding my waist and pushing his lips to mine.
Again I was conflicted. I couldn't decide wether to kiss him back or not. I froze and tried not to melt into it like I wanted to. "You're not going to kiss me back?" He whispered as he kept his forehead against mine. "I can't" "Just let go. I promise you I won't hurt you again. Please just let me show you that" Shawn said and I pulled away from him. "I don't know Shawn. I can't find it within me to convince myself that you won't hurt me again. I'm scared and it's going to be hard to trust you" I explained and Shawn listened, his eyes never leaving me. "Let me try. We don't even have to be official for now but at least let me try." "What do you mean by that thought?" "Let me take you on dates and invite you round so we can have these nights again. Let me show you that I want only you" Shawn said taking a hold of one of my hands. "I don't know Shawn. I'm scared" I said squeezing his hand. "I know you're scared. I understand but I just want to get things back to how they were before." Shawn sighed and I nodded. "I'm not saying I won't try but all I'm saying is that it will take time" "So we're not official but we can do things like this again? And dates?" Shawn asked and I thought for a moment before nodding.
Shawn held out his arms and I gladly walked into them. They wrapped around me and I breathed heavily taking in his scent. I'd missed this. I'd missed him. He was my safe place. I wanted nothing more than for things to always be like this. As I looked up to him I pushed my lips towards his. Yet, the doorbell rang just before they touched. Like some cliche scene from a movie. "Do you want food?" Shawn asked and I nodded. "I'll get the door" I smiled.
I pulled the sleeves of Shawn's jumper down and over my hands before opening the door to find Tyler stood there wrapped in a hoodie and joggers. "Oh...well I did not expect you to open the door. In Shawn's clothes...with messy hair" he grinned and I rolled my eyes. "Well are you coming in or just going to stand there?" I asked and he walked past me through the door before I shut it hard. "Who was it?" Shawn said walking out of the kitchen shirtless. He noticed Tyler and his eyes went wide. "What are you doing here?" Shawn said rolling his eyes. "Well I came to see how last night went but I can tell it obviously went well" Tyler winked at us and we both shook our heads. "We didn't have sex" I said walking over to Shawn and standing by his side. "Then what did you do?" Tyler pried and I rolled my eyes. "Got drunk and talked" "Wait do you guys didn't even kiss?" He asked looking disappointed at the fact he wasn't going to get the perverted detail he wanted.
He and Shawn shared a side glance and Tyler caught on. "That's a yes then" he smirked and Shawn pulled me to his side. "So are you two officially back on?" "No" I said quickly and Shawn sighed. "He's got to work for it." "So you're basically back together just not officially" Tyler said and we nodded. "We'll get there" Shawn said placing a kiss to the top of my head. I believed it. I believed that we would get there, eventually.
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