LOVE AND LUST

Chapter 34

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Kelis -

I was sitting on the couch crying my eyes. I can't go through this again. Just knowing he has a hold on me is killing me.Knowing that he can call or knock on my door and I will answer is killing me. I never knew I would love a person as much as I love my brother and sister. Drew is want I want so bad but knowing he has a girlfriend hurts me more than anything.

When he left I just cried. I feel like it's nothing I could do he was right he did just cheat on her . I'm not the type to ruin a relationship but I was pissed that he left to go see her. We was supposed to be laying down cuddling, laughing, kissing, and fucking again. Not me crying that he would come back to me.

I just sat there thinking trying to figure out shit.I need to move on.Vic his really cool and sweet. He made my night really fun. After the date we hangout from time to time but not like that . He's fine as hell its just I don't know I'm not sure if I should take it there with him. So when I see him in school or in class we flirt but that really it.

I was looking at my phone and he hasn't called since he left this morning. My phone starting ringing and I already knew who it was cause of his ringtone August Alsina You Deserve.

" Hello ", I answered.

" You home ", He asked.

" Yeah ".

" Ok ". Then he hang up.

I sat there wondering what was going on.He called, ask a questions, and hang up.These last couple months has shown me alot about myself and the relationship I have with other.It was Antonio, Drew then Antonio again back to Drew then Vic bsck to Drew again. Maybe hes what I really need it seems that I always come back to him.

Then there was a knock on the door. I already knew who it qas I went to open and it.He kiss me I didn't kiss him back at first but he added a little tongue which had me kissing him back.

" I don't want nobody but you ", He whispered in my ear.

I couldn't help but lead him into the bed room. I laid on the bed and he was kissing me all over my neck.

" I Love You Kelis ", He kept mumbling out.

He took off my shirt and start kissing, sucking on my breast.It was feeling so good. He then start kissing me down my stomach. He stop and look at me in my eyes.

"Kelis I love you and I don't want nobody but you ", He said looking at me died in my eyes. Then ate me out he never did this before. I swear this was feeling so good.

I was grabbing his head and trying to make him stop. He told me to quit for he have me in here crying so I let him do his thing.

After we got done I knew we had to talk this isnt over we need to discuss what we doing and how we going to move forward from this.I laid on stop of him and he kissed my forehead. I had my eyes closed thinking of everything we been through. I love Drew and I want him to myself and forever.

"Babe, I love you ", Drew said.

I looked up at him and said,"I love you too".

" Kelis, Mane I realized I dont want nobody but you and I know we been through some shit and I know I said someshit that was mess up and always walking out on you but baby I swear I want us forever".

I couldn't do nothing but cry.He was right we been through alot and I have been selfish toward him but I'm ready to make it work for the best.

" Babe I'm sorry too.I know that I was wrong in some way. Getting mad at you for no reason. Not telling you what was wrong with me.I know I was selfish in ways but I'm sorry and I love you too baby", I said look at him.

He kissed me.

Sometimes you find love and sometimes you find lust. I know with me and Drew I found love and I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend.Hes a provider, supporter, and lover. His everything I want and I love him more than anything. I had to go through alot of lust to finally find MY LOVE!!!!

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