LOVE AND LUST

Chapter 22

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Kelis -

Things have been really hard for me. I'm trying to stay focus but I just wanna break down and cry. I feel losted I don't know where I want to be in life anymore school, relationships, and responsibilities are really getting to me. I'm about to break down in a matter of  seconds.

The day I found out that Drew was selling to my momma I was pissed. I text the only person to calm me down Antonio. He told me everything would be alright and he was kind of taking Drew side. Me and Antonio haven't really been around each other . But I know we still care about each other. I know I can text him whenever when I be having problems and he will always be there.

School coming to a end and I been studying my butt off for these finals.Me and Antonio study together just because we have two classes. I can't lie and say I dont miss him because I do but also I know he's happy when I ask about his son he gets do happy and his face  lights up. I never ask about his babymama cause I really don't give a fuck.

Im in the living room trying to study but Drew keeps calling and texting.I have been ignoring him a little I dont mean too its just selling to my momma thing and these finals I really don't need any distraction.

10th time calling and I just answered.

" Yes babe " I answered dryly

"Mane why the fuck have you not been answering my calls or texts" He ask yeah he was pissed.

" Babe I'm trying to study", I said trying to sound cute.

"Ok and you still can answer your phone" He said.

I don't even have time so I just said ok.

"What yall want to eat" He ask.

"Chinese", I answered.

"Ok I be on my way in a minute" He said.

"Ok bye" then I hang up.

After I hang up I got a facetime from Antonio.When we dont know something we always facetime.

"What's up ", I answered with a smile on my face.

"Hey" He repiled back.

"What you need help on" I ask.

He laughed and said, " Nothing just seeing what you doing".

I smiled and said, " Nothing waiting for Drew to bring me food".

Drew dont know me and Antonio still talk after everything.He never ask and plus I don't give a fuck Antonio was my friend before we became friends with benefits.

"Aww that's what up" He said.

We talk for a little bit before we heard keys. We told each bye and than hang up.

Drew walked in and look at me and said, " You not going to help me with these bags damn I'm struggling".

I just rolled my eyes and grab a bag.

"Where my peoples" He ask.

"Outside still"I answered getting the food out.

"It's time for them to come in " He said.

I just look at him like you was just out there.

"Ok babe ", I said with an attitude walking out the kitchen.

He grab me and said, " Why you got an attitude for.

" I don't", snatching away going to my room to eat.

After a while I heard my brother and sister. I guess Drew was asking them how they day was and stuff.

I had fell asleep and thats when I felt Drew kiss my forehead and close my door.  I got out of bed and open my door when I got to the living room he was about to open the front door.

He was at the door about to walk out. 

"Where you going", I asked.

He turned around and said," I thought you was sleep".

"Naw but where you going", I asked again.

"Home", He replied.

I just looked at me.

"Babe you been on some other shit lately so im just distance myself", He said and walked right out.

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