LOVE AND LUST

Bonus Chapter

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Kelis -

I know its been awhile since we talk . Alot has gone on these passed three years. I graduated from college and now working for a group home mentoring young adults. I move from the hood and I live in a nice three bedroom apartment. My lil brother and sister are now in the 8th grade and they doing great at their new school.

For my mom I don't even know where to start. After graduation I got a call that my mom overdose and she didn't make it. It killed me inside to know that this women wasn't in my life anymore.My brother and sister really didn't care cause she wasn't around them . They kind of was sad but not as much as me.

" Babe, what so you want for dinner ", I yelled from in the kitchen.

" It doesn't matter", Drew yelled back.

Me and My baby been doing good since the night at my house. I truly love him and I dont know what I would do without him in my life. We living like a big happy family.

After I cook some fried chicken and sweet rice with dinner rolls I called everybody to the kitchen table. Yes after three years we still manage to eat together.

I can't say everything has been perfect cause it hasn't. After that night we had sex amd was good for the first two years then shit started to change. Such as him coming in late, smelling like perfume and shit. I couldn't see Drew ever cheating on me because of the Antonio situation. I didn't sqy much at first because I didn't know but im not the one that holds my tongue so I had to speak on it.

He would tell me He doesn't smell like a female or he was hanging out with his boys, blah blah blah. I wasnt buying it and it was pissing me off. I didn't understand why he felt the need to go outside of our relationships. I did everything for him making sure he had cook meals, house was clean and ge got sex whenever he wantes it. I started to feel real insecure about myself and how I looked.

I slowly started to workout and went on a strict diet. I tried to make sure I look good at all times. It got to the point were I got really sick and was rushed to the hospital.

Flashback

It was a normal day at work.I was doing my morning routine which was looking at charts, making sure everything was still the same from the night before.That morning I had a cereal bar and some tea.I was taking these new diet pills that would make me full even when I didnt eat alot. I was  moving stuff around when I start feeling dizzy. I took a sit and was try to catch ky breath. I thinnk them diet pills wasn't the best I thought to myself.After awhile my head felt like it was spinning and then everything went black.

When I woke up I could hear people talking and all types of machines. I look to my left and seen a nurse with a chart in her hand.

"Hey hun, you had everybody worried about you and that handsome boyfriend of yours", she said smiling.

That's when I felt the tears come down my face. I can't believe I almost lost my life trying to be somebody I'm not.

I guess everything isn't love and lust 2.

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