TROYE'S POV
I am sitting at home, ready to go to zoë's house for a british youtubers sleepover (plus me) when my phone rings. Being the over-eager person I am answer on the first ring, without checking the caller ID.
"TROYE BOY!"
Tears flooded my eyes as I heard that all too familiar voice... Tyler Oakley. I hung up immediately. Last time I spoke to Tyler Oakley was over a month ago on skype. I was about to tell him I was gay, and depending on how happy he was about it, possibly tell him that I am in love with him.
I was so ready. I wore that top he called me cute in. I spent twice as long on my hair and even wrote a speech.
FLASHBACK
I called him on Skype. Each ring I imagined him rejecting me. My breathing increased. Tears filled my eyes: but I had to do it. I had to.
"Troye! What do you want? !"
Tyler seemed colder than usual. I should have made up an excuse. Say that I just wanted to say hi. But no. I was too determined, to notice how hostile he was acting.
"Uh... er... hi Ty! How are you?
"Fine. What do you want?"
"Uuuh .. well ... I just wanted..."
"Troye please I have things to do I can't sit here all day waiting for you to say what you want to say! I actually have company! Jeez I need some space! We... you talk to me too much. We can't. Its too hard. Goodbye Troye please leave me alone. Sorry! "
Just then a tall guy walked in and sat next to Tyler. He obviously didn't realise Tyler was Skyping because he started having a conversation with Tyler, and said
"I am so glad I found you baby"
And kissed him.
END OF FLASHBACK
So that's why I was confused why he called me. Having my heart broken by Tyler Oakley was the worst feeling in the world. I was so in love with him and he found me clingy and annoying. And he had a boyfriend. For the first few weeks after that skype call I ate nothing.
Well thats a lie. On day four my brother Tyde found me and force fed me, but I threw it up later... Not intentionally but this heartbreak was making me sick.
After that I lived of crackers and didn't get out of bed for nearly two weeks. I will never be able to get over Tyler Oakley. He is my world. I really thought we had a connection. When our hands brushed I didn't want it to stop. It was almost painful. My craving to be close to him. But he didn't feel the same.
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That thing called love
FanfictionA Troyler zalfie fanfic about love and heartbreak.