The kind of love u fight for (a Bradley Simpson/ The Vamps fanfic)

Chapter 10

basically I've changed Marinas name to Libby ✌️ enjoy x

I ran to my bedroom and sat on the floor against the wall and cried all the others came in and stood and looked at me. I was a mess I was covered in blood and crying and coughing and I didn't know what to do right now. I looked up at everyone.

"Go away" I cried. Connor ran over to me. I wanted to push him away but I just couldn't.

"Why did you do it" Connor said. The others all stood there.

"I don't know" I whispered to Connor.

"I'll put the shower on or would you prefer a bath?" James and Tristan said.

"Shower" I snapped. I watched as Brad left my room and the others to put my shower on. I quickly hugged Connor and rested my head in his shoulder. Connors a good person and we're closer than ever right now and who knows maybe Connors the one for me.

We pulled away and stood up. I went for my shower. After 20 minutes I came out and got dressed. I sat on my bed for a while. I then put my speakers on and played some music. I put Ellie Gouldings albulm Halcyon on shuffle. I quickly text my mum to pick me up at around 10ish tomorrow morning. I laid in bed listening to the music. I slowly drifted of to sleep.

I woke up to the boys talking. I checked the time. 9am. I jumped up and got dressed. I went outside to see the boys moving boxes. I started helping. Once we moved all the boxes we got cereal and sat at the table.

"Ok so guys I'm going home today" I said. I didn't tell them. Everyone looked at me.

"What no Lucy" everyone said.

"It's for the best" I said with a sad smile.

My mum text me.

Mum: I'm downstairs shall I come up or do you want to come down. X

I laughed before replying.

To mum: aha I'll come down x

I stood up and everyone engulfed me into huge bear hugs.

"We're gonna miss you" they all said.

"Buy guys" I said waving as I walked out the flat with my bags.

"Buy Lucy" they said. I began crying. I looked back and they were crying too. I straightened up and walked on. I got to my car and put my bags in.

"Heya sweetie" my mum said.

"Hi" I said smiling. I leant over and gave my mum a hug.

"I missed you" I whispered into her ear.

"I missed you too" mum said. We both got in the car and started driving home.

We arrived home and I spent the day sorting out my things. It was now 6pm. I text Libby to come over and she did. We're now watching movies and eating pizza. We continues watching movies and talking until we both fell asleep. I've gotta do something with my life. Anything. Maybe I could start doing my own music. I like singing.

I stopped thinking and went to sleep.

I woke up and got dressed. Today I'm gonna do something about my life. I have to. Libby got up and got dressed too. We both headed downstairs for food.

BRADS POV

I watched her leave. I wanted to run after her. Part of me screamed to run after her but part of me let her go. Infact I let her go. I lost her. Everyone was quiet. No one spoke. When Joe arrived with our van we still didn't speak whilst loading the van.