The kind of love u fight for (a Bradley Simpson/ The Vamps fanfic)

Chapter 12

I pulled away from Brad and the tears were already falling. Brad stoked my cheek.

"I love you Lucy" he said then walked away. I fell to the ground and cried. What do I do now? I've basically cheated on Connor and he'll never forgive me. Once again Brads gone and fucked everything up. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a sharp razor sticking out of my bathroom bag. I crawled over to it and dug into my skin causing blood to pour down my arm. I just don't care anymore. I spotted a packet of pain killers and took a handful and swallowed them. The corners of my eyes began to darken and I felt my whole body shut down. My eyes closed....

CONNORS POV

"Lucy's been upstairs a while is she ok?" James asked. He was right she has been gone for ages.

"Err I'll go check on her" I said getting up and heading to the spare room. I opened the door and stood frozen. There she was lying on the floor in a pool of blood. She's not breathing. Oh god.

"LUCY" I screamed running over to her. I kneeled down beside her and stroked her hair. James and Tristan came running in. James put a hand over his mouth and he had tears in his eyes. Tristan stood stil with his eyes wide open and pale skin.

"Do something" I screamed.

"Please do something help me she's gone call an ambulance please I love her" I cried. I leaned over Lucy and kissed her forehead cradling her in my arms.

"I love you" I whispered over and over again.

JAMES POV

Connor went to check on Lucy and me and tris carried on watching tv.

"LUCY" Connor shouted. Me and Tris looked at eachother with puzzled expressions before jumping out of our seats and running down to Lucys room. Connor was sat on the floor kneeling beside Lucy. Lucy laid in a pool of blood her eyes shut and not breathing. I automatically put my hand over my mouth and felt tears form in my eyes. Oh my god. Tris stood looking like he'd seen a ghost.

"Do something" Connor screamed.

"Please do something help me she's gone call an ambulance please I love her" Connor said babbling and cradling her in his arms crying. I got my phone out and called an ambulance.

"Hi please come *fake address* please she's unconscious and losing blood." I said.

"Ok don't panic stay calm we'll be there as soon as possible" the lady said. I heard the siren of the ambulance and hung up. I sat on the bed and just looked into thin air. Tris sat beside me.

I looked at Connor who was a mess.

"What happens if she doesn't make it" I whisper to Tristan.

"I don't know mate but let's just pray for the best" Tris said back shaking his head. Wheres Brad? I got up and walked to Brads room. He was asleep. The little shit. Does he even care? Care that the girl he once loved could be dead? All he can do is sleep. Should I even bother waking him to tell him?

I ignore my thoughts and begin to shake Brad. He roles over and his face is red. He's been crying. I can tell. He groans and then opens his eyes.

"James man what the hell!" Brad says rubbing his eyes.

"Are you ok" I ask him.

"Yeah I'm fine. What's going on?" He asks looking round the room. I look down to my hands.

"Brad... Err I think it's better if I tell you before you err see but err Lucy might be dead I mean she's unconscious and in a pool of blood but I err-" I stopped talking and looked to Brad. He was gone? I got up and looked around the room. I then heard him shouting Lucys name and crying. Great so he's seen her. I walk back to her room. He's on the floor with his arm wrapped around his knees rocking back and fourth crying. We all stayed like this for what seemed like forever. Tris sat on the bed looking into thin air, Connor cradling Lucy and kissing her head, Brad rocking back and fourth and me stood still in shock and sadness.

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Ok I know it's a shit update but I really don't know what to do with this fanfic I just I find it really boring and like yeah I just might delete it and start a brand new one because I really don't like this one.

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