疑惑と不安 || Sinbad x Reader

||8|| 迷惑

迷惑 || Nuisance. 

Sinbad was beyond drunk.

For some unusual reason, today had been the day that he went a little too overboard with his drinking. The Marahjan had ended long ago, leaving the others to return back to their respective rooms to catch some shut eye. [Y/N], on the other hand, had other issues to deal with.

She sat near her window seat as usual, hands carding through a mop of hair that rested upon her lap. Her eyes gazed longingly out into the night sky as she softly hummed a tune to herself that she remembered from her childhood days. Her fingers made its way towards the scalp of the person's head, nails moving in a circular motion to massage it slowly. The said person let out a moan of content before snuggling into [Y/N]'s lap.

The younger female chuckled lowly before moving a strand of their hair away. 

"Sin," She whispered, leaning down to whisper into the said mans ear, "I think you should return to your room." The man grunted in a reply, his eyes heavily drooping from the alcohol he consumed a few hours ago. [Y/N] shook her head at his drunk antics before threading her fingers through his long locks once more.

[Y/N] watched the man in interest, her hand still moving to give pleasure to him as he laid there. She kept silent and listened to his peculiar mutterings of randomness. Though it was a slight hassle to deal with the man-child in her lap, she didn't want the night to end. It had been long--yes--but she didn't want to be disconnected from him.

It had been years since they were this comfortable and relaxed near each other.

As they grew older, the relationship that they once had began to break due to the amount of stress everyone was undergoing. Much to [Y/N]'s dismay, the nights where they would talk to each other about everything and anything up on the deck had come to a stop. 

Back then, Sinbad was the one carding his fingers through the female's [H/L], [H/C] locks. He was always there to comfort her when she felt that her emotions were getting the best of her and he would never fail to consolidate her. 

It was somewhat like a quest to him.

But now it seems that he has other things to worry about such as, women. [Y/N] didn't mind--sometimes--but it was a bit overwhelming watching him chase after beautiful women constantly while she sat back and watched from afar. She didn't mind watching though. Even if it hurt her frequently and left her feeling quite empty. If she was able to see him smiling everyday then it was absolutely worth it for her. 

If she were to bestow her feelings upon the man, it might cause a great deal of weight on the both of them. She avoided that all together, her brain telling her that she was unnecessary and just a bother towards the king vessel. Her heart, however, told her that she was a valuable piece to him. 

She was always in a state of confusion, emotions constantly swarming around each other. To her, it seemed like they were never going to settle down anytime soon. 

[Y/N] blinked out of her thoughts and stared down at Sinbad--who had fallen asleep on her lap. She let out a soft sigh as her hand came to a halt. 

What am I going to do with you?

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With her recovery being a success, [Y/N] decided that she would spend her day out and about around the kingdom. It felt like forever since the last time she roamed around and saw the sun. She's been stuck to the bed due to everyone's concern for her well being after all. She had contemplated on whether she should bring someone along but she figured that they would busy with their own work.