疑惑と不安 || Sinbad x Reader

||9|| 私達

私達 || We, Us.

The relationship between [Y/N] and Sinbad wasn't something complicated to understand. When they were younger they bickered back and forth about everything and anything. And of course, the young maiden at the time had been the sole cause and purpose behind the daily arguments. Her anger from the past caused her to hold a grudge against the other teen, eyes always filled with rage and hurt when she locked eyes with the other. But as they grew older, her eyes would begin to soften at the mere mention of his name. Her heart which had once been full of hurt and resentment morphed into one that was full of love and admiration. It wasn't obvious to the oblivious hormone driven teenager  but  yet it was to the others who had joined in on their little adventure.

[Y/N] was never confident in herself enough to take the chance to profess her love towards the other. Compared to the other girls that he endlessly spent time flirting with, she was a what others would call underdeveloped. It took some time before her body would fit up to his standards.

And during that time she would beat herself up for being something that he didn't want. Her hair was far too short, her breasts far too small, and her hips far too narrow. Her beauty was yet to bloom.

Before she met the young man, she didn't care much for her appearance. The only thing that was on her mind was her mother and what they were going to eat that night. She had always been one that worried about others rather than herself. And of course, that caused her to forget about her well being and appearance all together.

[Y/N] didn't think much about her appearance right after she met the young king candidate though. It had been a bit after she realized her feelings for him when she realized that she didn't meet up to his standards.

She had witnessed the male conversing with a beauty while out collecting data about the country that they had stopped at. Her eyes scanned over the two as she walked towards the pair, ready to give her newly gained knowledge. Sinbad was far too close to the female, his finger bringing a lock of hair up to his lips to place a soft peck. The brunette that was receiving such treatment only giggled at the gesture as her face flushed with a soft shade of pink.

[Y/N] couldn't help but scoff in disbelief at the reaction, her stomach churning in jealousy as she inched closer.

"Hey," She called out as she walked towards the two, "Stop flirting."

Sinbad backed away with a low chuckle, raising an eyebrow at the Mastinian. The brunette next to him continued to blush bashfully, most likely flustered that someone had caught the two flirting. [Y/N] rolled her eyes internally at the other female present.

"You're just jealous." Replied he. The female gasped mockingly, hand now placed over her chest. She was thoroughly offended.

"Me? Jealous," She scoffed again, "Of what?"

Sinbad only chuckled in reply once more, shrugging as he said goodbye to the beauty he had engaged himself in a conversation with. Her stomach continued to churn as she watched the voluptuous brunette walk away. [Y/N] remained quiet.

The male raised his eyebrow in wonder, hand coming up to wave in front of her face, "Hello?"

The Mastinian female blinked twice, looking into his eyes in confusion before she cleared her throat and spouted out every bit on information that she had gathered while walking around the city.

As she grew older, the thought of the brunette remained in her mind. [Y/N] thought that maybe if she grew out her hair and worried about her skin a lot more she would be noticed. From then on she continued to care for herself like she would anyone else. But this did nothing to capture the attention of who she really wanted.

At least that's what she thought.

The male had noticed everything about the [H/C]-haired female. From the way she spoke, from the way she wore her hair, and from the way that should would converse with everyone on the  ship. She was something out of the ordinary. The way that she would yell at him when angry and the way that she would argue with him interested him.

He admired her.

She was stunning--graceful even. Her abilities were outstanding and she knew how to move with a sword in her hand. She skillfully battled with such agility and moved as if she were waltzing about on the battlefield. Even when she trained by herself, he admired her from afar. She performed effortlessly everywhere, even if there wasn't anyone watching.

To Sinbad, she was the prettiest of them all. She was far more gorgeous than any other female he had came in contact with. But of course, he kept that locked away just like she did.

Sinbad wasn't one known for settling down, always sleeping around with females when he had the time. Even when he was younger.

And now at the age that he is at, he still hadn't taken the time to marry.

That was something [Y/N] was grateful for, she wasn't quite ready to see Sinbad with another female that was someone other than herself.

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[Y/N] watched Sinbad and Kougyoku from afar, arms crossed as she halted whatever she was doing at the moment. The pink haired female seemed to be giggling bashful with the taller male, her head leaning towards one of his broad shoulders.

Truthfully, the young warrior ticked the household vessel member off to no end. Each time she saw the two together, her stomach would churn with jealousy as if the princess was another version of the sickeningly beautiful young brunette from what was long ago it seemed.

She would push it away ever so often though. In a short amount of time she had gotten close to the Kou Empire's young princess. [Y/N] wasn't one to throw away any friendship like that—even if her life was on the verge of not existing. It's not like it existed to begin with though. The female swordsman had always been worried about her skills at the battlefield and only pursued one man—never acting upon the emotions that built up for the said man of course. And through the course of time, she turned down ever single potential lover that came her way. Whether it be a female or male she always declined, for she was too much invested into the current king of Sindria.

[Y/N] adverted her gaze away from the pair. She continued the task at hand silently, ignoring the distant giggles and flirtatiously comments that only the younger female said. Her hands trembled as her heart pounded heavily against her chest. She felt as if she had to distance herself away—

"Oh! [Y/N]!"

—that is if she could. The [H/C] haired female turned around to look at the speaker, a false smile drawn across her face as if she was a piece of art. Sinbad stopped for a second, contemplating his words. He had called out to her with no objective whatsoever—he was simply excited to see her.

Kougyoku looked between the two, brows knitted in confusion. Sinbad only smiled and nodded towards [Y/N], his mouth opened again to speak but then closed as his hand cane up to rub at his chin in thought.

"Meet me in my office later." He finally said with a soft smile, [Y/N]'s heart fluttered, head nodding before she excused herself.
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I'm finally back! I'm sorry that I was gone for longer than expected. Also, I've been thinking about writing something on Hisoka from Hunter x Hunter or something. What do you guys think?