I'm a writer I'm a killer the pen is my knife ill carve the words the light will fade as I remain I alone can remain behind the eyes of the story behind the light is what's left and what will fade
The light is gone show me once show me twice I'll make sure it ends tonight my story of the lost my story of remembrance let me show you the world of
"Lies"
The one's best-left-forgotten
"My name is Gerard and its the end
...the one I came to care for is gone what reason is left I can hide I can't live without a place of comfort that he provided me so...what do I do when I can't even find sanctuary what can I do when my past is left in the dark the smell of ink and the smell of blood it takes me away...maybe its the addiction of the blade as it slowly scars maybe it's the addiction to the world that's left me cold so long I haven't felt much since the beginning just the sick shit that takes my heart maybe it's all together and maybe it's all, in the end, I feel so dizzy...the smell of blood as the smell of alcohol overstays its welcome... I think its time I think it's the end..."
"Soon enough the effects will take control and I can't see anything...only the dark perhaps I was wrong...but only in the dark can I see what's true I'm sucked into the ideology...guess ill it's true"
The drugs take it's effect as he awakens in the bed of nails he always finds himself in at night...
"The dream an endless dream of pain guess I'm stuck in pain...if this isn't hell I don't think I'll ever find heaven"
...as he gets off the bed the blood circles out his body making a circle a voice is heard as he screams in pain...
"The nights of pain can't take away the hearts of the forgotten"...
He awakes in his bedroom sweating
"...why couldn't it have been real"
Gerard shakes the dream off his head...
" once again the night takes me whole heh... I might just stop sleeping... a little too late for that..."
Gerard gets up from the bed to face the emptiness of the room he looks at a note on his floor
"Make sure to have everything taken care of the kid..."
He crumbles the paper and tosses it aside
"...fuck you..."
He says as he wipes the sweat off his face
"So much pain so many lies...why can't I just smile...why do they hurt why am I alone"
He walks out of his room and gets dressed for school walks outside and smokes a cigarette he sighs as he puts on a black hood as he walks to school
As he takes a step inside he gets the feeling of being watched as everyone looks down at him muttering under their breaths
"Pathetic freak disgusting no wonder the world is awful when we have shit like him on this earth"
Gerard continue walking trying not to let it get to him usually he would have his brother here knocking heads for him, not today not ever the day he left is the day the last bit of hope cleared from his world
Gerard continues walking and grabs a notebook out his locker his pale skin provides a reflection on the clear stainless steel he hears chuckling behind him
YOU ARE READING
Loveless Hope {Frerard}
Fanfiction"Don't touch me...i hate being touched in the dark " "Then I'll only hold you in the light gee" "...but what if the darkness never goes..." "Then I'll make sure that it's just bright enough to touch you" Two in dark two in light never seeing where t...
