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Mikey grabs Gerard into a hug and yells
"DID SOMEONE TOUCH YOU IF SO WHO THE HELL TOUCHED YOU"
Gerard slowly hugs him back with a nervousness in his voice
"Mikey you don't need to be here...you have better places to be ill be fine"
Mikey being frustrated grabs Gerard and hugs tighter
"I won't let anyone touch my older brother and lives gee you're coming with me"
Gerard stares at Mikey
"Mikey you have a boyfriend you shouldn't be looking out for me like this"
Mikey sits beside Gerard and puts a rose on the grave
"Doesn't get easier does it gee"
Gerard smiles slightly
"Yeah...she always said the hardest part of this"
Mikey interrupts
"Is leaving you well at least she isn't counting down the days...to go it just wasn't living"
Gerard interrupts
"You know you're a dick for stealing that from me"
Mikey chuckles
"Sorry gee"
Ray watching it with a smile
"My God its a miracle the way brothers are at their grave"
Mikey grabs ray and pulls him into a hug
"Gee is staying tonight OK?"
Ray being confused but happy agrees to it as they walk to Mikey's apartment they open the door Mikey looks at Gerard "welcome to the dungeon gee Gerard slowly nods his head "thanks Mikey"
They give Gerard a tour around the house Gerard thinks "dark depressing one full of light another full of dark...maybe darkness is a way to light"...gee?
Mikey pokes Gerard
'...huh?...oh sorry...must have zoned out..."
"Hey hey, gee...its OK"
Ray interrupts the two
"Hey, Mike I'm gonna have to go" Mikey looks at ray
"stay safe cutie~"
"You as well Mikey"
Ray walks out and Mikey sits down with Gerard following a moment after silence followed for a moment then Mikey grabs Gerard's arm pulls up his sleeve showing a scar
"...you didn't think I noticed did you gee...was it mother...or father"
Gerard sweats a moment
"Well...since you left..."
Mikey grabs Gerard and hugs
"Don't ever put yourself through that pain...you know how it began"
A flashback occurs to Gerard
"Pain in the dark...pain in the light where is the center and how do I make it write
Mikey mumbles under his breath as a young child...
"so much pain to us so much darkness where does pain end"
Gerard goes and hugs him as banging on the door rings in the background Gerard hides mikes tears and whimpers as the door gets opened and the flashback ends
"Gee...Gee.GEE!?"
Mikey grabs and shakes Gerard until he goes back...
" yes Mikey how can I help "
Mikey stares at him...
..."gee don't lose yourself to them...don't be what they want you to be your better"
Gerard looks at Mikey "did you tell her about ray"
Mikey smiles "mom would kill me if I told her if I go to hell I'll gladly go holding my ray" Gerard looks at Mikey" I wish I could see that day...at least then we would see father rot in hell"
Mikey smiles "well we may both see that dad there happens to be this cute guy in my class~"
Gerard scoffs
"As if I'd be that lucky... I should go anyways...see ya, Mikey" Gerard grabs his bag and walks out he walks across the street and continues walking school is out now...great I'm gonna be in trouble when the teacher calls that I wasn't in detention" fuck them anyways yeah....f-fuck them" he walks back to his grandmothers grave...darkness without life and light without death it makes nothing in the end if I can't live without pain"
Gerard looks over and sees someone in a tree...
..." frank?"...
Yes...sorry about this chapter it was more of a character building one I hope I can do more... I love the pain I see for this hehe...ahem sorry anyway forgive me and I hope I can do more than you so much for everything and sorry for the chapter and sorry it's shorter
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Loveless Hope {Frerard}
Fanfiction"Don't touch me...i hate being touched in the dark " "Then I'll only hold you in the light gee" "...but what if the darkness never goes..." "Then I'll make sure that it's just bright enough to touch you" Two in dark two in light never seeing where t...
