July 2018

Oooff❤️

Well I don't think you know me well enough yet. I am reanna and I love learning, I am only like this because my mum really wants me to do well, she never got to finish her education so she takes pride in mine. I have two sisters and I am a middle child. My mind is pretty balanced and I am pretty bad with emotions. I was always know for giving the best hugs but now we are teens; girl and boys don't touch unless you wanna get tortured with relationship rumours. I have never experienced this because I am not the prettiest and I am not exactly a normal weight. It runs in my family to be big and tall and I was no exception. Boys are bias and follow the crowd, no one would go for a girl who is a bit chubby and wants to learn. Boys don't wanna be isolated and not accepted. Being in a relationship with a fat girl wasn't something that was very mainstream. But I'm not clapped and I have a pretty solid personality; I can hold up a conversation too. But July would change it all for me.

I finally met him, the one. But it ain't July yet.

Jack Benham👀👀

He's beautiful, his chestnut hair in perfect little ringlets. With deep mahogany eyes that were just breathtaking. His thick bushy eyebrows framed his face and brought out his bronze skin.

And I was in luck, he was in a lot of my classes and he lived a few roads way. I was gassed. I only got to know this recently because I've had no one to walk with and I see him stride past with such vigour; and his enormously long legs, which frankly are really attractive. And when I saw and opportunity I took it.

I was walking home one day and so was he, I crossed the road and I was just a few feet behind him. I had wind mixed with lynx whipping my face. I don't really remember what we spoke about but I remember that from that day I left my house at the same time every day just so I could see him. I craved his attention really badly. We had this kind of unscheduled thing where we would meet and then walk to school. Then at break and lunch I would sit with my dear friend and talk about him. Time for more people:

Start with the only boy callum he is just a sweetie, but if you are ever on the wrong side of him you will get a pole shoved up your arse faster then you can say chun-li.

Oof Ama at this point I was gonna beat her because she didn't invite me to her birthday party but we are past that now are she invited me to her recent one. She is sweet as pie but I think she might have some isis links??

Daisy sellwood, fuck me she is such an amazing writer. She is the kindest person I know but she did manipulate me, lil bitch. But she is just beautiful not necessarily the ways she looks but the warmth that emanates from her eyes just tells me she is a nice person.

We also have tia again, just a queen of her own kind. I just love her attitude to life.

But those are the people I am constantly surrounded by. I was a little hoe and I wanted more. Jack was just always on my mind and all my friends knew because I wouldn't shut up about him.