So I guess I'm just gonna tell you all this because coming out to the internet is way easier than irl. I'm not gay, it just seemed like a fun title.
I'm transgender.
Yes, ya boi is actually a boi.
Now this may come as a shock to you all, but ya know, I guess it shocked me as well.
I'm gonna tell a short life story that is how I found out I was male, not female.
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When I was little, I never wanted to play with dolls, or watch dora the explorer, or dress up and wear pink. I always just lived as a tomboy rather than a girly girl. I had stuffed animals, plastic dinosaurs, watched go, Diego go! And wore boys boxers and sweatpants with a t shirt. I always tried to talk in a deeper pitched voice. In 4th grade (10 years old) I cut my hair really short. It was shaved on the sides and had about an inch of hair on the top. I loved it so much, and whenever I had a substitute teacher they would call me sir and deep down it felt good to be recognized as male. I've had my hair short ever since then. I continued life as a tomboy until the 7th grade, when I started watching transgender YouTubers and that's when I realized that I was different. I was having the same dysphoric feelings as they had described, and I started researching on the topic. In 8th grade I decided to start binding my chest with ace bandages because I was too scared to ask my mom to get me a binder. (By the way, NEVER use ace bandages, I ended up bruising my ribs and I could have damaged my lungs and heart very badly.) Now, I'm a Freshman in highschool, and I'm 15 years old. I've realized fully that the true me isn't, and never has been Cecelia Joy Lindsey.
I am Cad James Lindsey.
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Shoelace
HumorI'm a pretty weird and random person. Ill be writing stories from school and outside of school in here. THEY ARE ALL 100% true. My life is strange. My brain is strange. That's why I called this Shoelace and used a picture of my doggo yawning.
