eyes ; ha yoonbin

03

he walks closer to me, so close that i was slanting away from him. i looked at him and he looks at me.

"is that your only comeback? that's weak, i hear it all the time" he says into my face and walks off with this tray.

the people around me started gossiping.

"she's brave for just talking to yoonbin"

"seeing yoonbin talk give me goosebumps"

"wow"

"are you okay?" jiwoo asks me and i nod as i fix myself.

no kid, that yoonbin actually gets on my nerves. his personality is quite interesting though. it's really fun to trigger him. i wonder if there's another side of him like how many bad boys in k-dramas do. but i don't think so because seriously, i can't foresee a moment that he's attitude changes 180 degrees. 

i went back to eat and the next period came. i got back to class early to take out my math textbook and my notebook for the lesson.

"jiwoo, i'll be going to the toilet so tell Mr Jeon if he ever comes earlier than me" i informed jiwoo and left for the toilet. 

i hum my favorite song as of now, lost by ahn ji yeon. it's an ost track from a drama called "the smile has left your eyes". hands up if you watch and we're friends if you think that mooyoung and jin kang has a really good chemistry despite their acting. like don't you ever feel like their feelings for each other is true eve-

"you know you shouldn't be skipping class right? it's part of the school rules" i stopped walking and look at the direction of the voice. it was Mr Jeon and in front of him was none other than the guy who skipped class, yoonbin.

yoonbin just stood without saying anything and Mr Jeon sighs deeply.

"you know, yoonbin, i don't know what to do with you. you're always either sleeping in class, using your phone or skipping classes. i've left you off the hook so many times and i won't this time so you better give me a good reason for me to let you go again" Mr Jeon speaks again and yoonbin just kept quiet. he just stood there, obviously not planning to give an answer. the both of them stood there looking at each other for a minute.

"he was feeling nauseous just now" both of them looked towards the direction of voice to find out it was me. it's really tiring to have these type of conversation that no one talks but no one ends the "talk" so i just had to butt my business in.

"nice try sijin but he wasn't at the clinic" Mr Jeon looks at me.

"you thought you caught me lying but the clinic was full so he went to the rooftop to rest" i retaliate. i've never had a tone like that towards a teacher.

and why am i trying so hard to actually defend yoonbin?

"how do you know?" he tries to catch me lying.

"um, he's my table mate. i had to ask him where he was going" i shrug.

yoonbin just looks at me with a what-the-heck-is-this-girl spouting face.

"is it that hard to tell me you were not feeling well?" Mr Jeon looks at yoonbin.

"i would get it for not telling the teacher i will be out of class" yoonbin shrugs.

"lol, in the end, he needs my help" my brain talks and my eyes gives a roll before i could even send my nerves to do them. 

"okay, i will let you go but you have to pay attention to my class today" yoonbin nods reluctantly. is it that hard to ever pay attention in class?

"let's go" Mr Jeon starts walking.

"Mr Jeon, i'm going to the toilet" i informed him and he gave me an okay sign.

i got back from the toilet to see a yoonbin listening in class. he does?

"what did i miss" i asked yoonbin.

"i don't know" he shrugs.

"weren't you listening?" i asked him.

"does this person in front of you look like he listens in class?" he looks at me

"wow, didn't you nod just now?" i faced him in a better angle.

"doesn't mean i would do it right" he raised his eye brows.

"sijin and yoonbin, please stop talking and pay attention" Mr Jeon catches us talking and the whole class looks back at us.

i looked at the class and looked at my book in embarrassment. yoonbin looks straight like nothing happened. and that was the last time i talked to yoonbin until school ended.

i don't really go home right after school. i rather sit in class and go through the topics taught today, do some homework and probably go to the rooftop to get some air and sunlight.

after a few hours of studying, i went to the rooftop after getting a cup of coffee. and at the rooftop, i see yoonbin lying down at one of the bench. i came up to him, curious if he was asleep or thinking about life.

i confirmed he was asleep when i got closer and his eyes were closed.

"ahem" i cleared my throat and he opens his eyes.

okay, i take back my words.

"what do you want now?" he sits up and looks at me.

"can we be friends?" my mouth asks before my brain approved of it.

"do i look like i'm interested in being friends? with you?" i could feel the air around me get cold.

wow was all i can say. okay cool.

"okay, why do you act like this?" i ask to satisfy my curiosity.

"it's not your business" he stands up from the bench and walks off the rooftop.

okay, cool. he's actions make me want to know him more. too bad, he don't let me in easily so i might just take a tough pathway huh.

[ vote and comment ]

[ btw, has anyone watched yg treasure box ep 4 today omg i'm about to get a heart attack because i'm really scared for yoonbin. he's talented and so are the other treasure members but literally jeongwoo and yedam was sent back in that night and i have to wait all the way til friday to know about everyone's. i'm really sad because trust me when i say most of the treasure members are the one im rooting for and i really want them to debut because i see their potential to grow better. anyways, who are the trainees y'all are rooting for? if you're reading this, then yoonbin must be one of the right? i've been rooting yoonbin from when he was released as a trainee and i came to know the rest after watching the first episode HAHA. i love everyone of them but my heart skips a beat for yoonbin and i dont exactly know he's secret to make my heart leap so high i dont know no science can explain this happening. btw, comment something if you actually read this pile of words that i don't even know why i wrote in the first place. love yall ]