eyes ; ha yoonbin

12

i stand up from the ledge and walked off. Mr Jeon follows me from behind.

"yoonbin, head to class okay?" i look back and nod. that was my intention anyway.

Mr Jeon and i take different paths. i don't have any classes with him today so that saves me from having awkward exchanges with him today.

i walk back to class and i open the door silently. it's actually history lesson now. and i somehow felt pitiful towards sijin because i left her for the past 20 minutes planning the outing tomorrow.

but what can i do? i literally have no mood to actually do anything so i'm totally gonna be helpless even if i was present in class.

"yoonbin! where have you been?" my teacher shouts from the front and everyone turns to look at me.

"i was with Mr Jeon" i simply lie. partially lie, may i correct. i was with Mr Jeon but it wasn't like planned.

the class turns back to look at the teacher and wait for what she had to say.

"i don't care who you're with or what. why were you gone? it's my lesson so you should be here!" she continues her scolding. she's rediculous.

"i was gone because i was with mr jeon talking about the trip to jeju" i answer her directly. i'm getting pissed, not gonna lie.

calm down my insides tell me.

"now, is that more important than your project? you're not even helping your team mate here. she's new and she has you as a partner" she hits at me with those words.

i suddenly felt guilty that i'm letting sijin do the work. i mean what work is there? we have yet to even go to the sites. i roll my eyes and i take a deep breathe.

"yea the trip issue is more important than your class. and it's not my fault that you told us to partner up with our table mates. she and i would have been better off if you let us choose our partner" i answer her back. i got so riled up. i maintain a straight face and she keeps quite.

"sit down" she gives up. i take her words and pulled out my chair. i sat down and lay my head.

my temper is really bad and i get pissed off easily. i hate that part of me but i can't stop it from happening. good thing that she decided to keep her cool first. i sound like a person who you'd wanna slap right now but it's really just my personality.

i can feel sijin feeling so awkward beside me. i must have hurt her with the words i threw to the teacher earlier.

"she and i would have been better off" sounds like i don't want her and i'm pulling her down. only eight words yet powerful. i don't know if she gets offended easily but the vibe is awkward right now. but i fall asleep instead of being worried that i actually hurt her.

i wake up after what felt like a few moments. i look up and i see no one. school ended. literally i don't know what i ever do in school. i want to do well but literally things just make me lose the mood.

i look down to my desk and i see a paper.

remember about the outing tomorrow!! you can message me for my address or my mom and i can fetch you :) my number is 010736373849,, see you tomorrow

ps don't sleep in school though and clean your drool and turn the paper around

— sijin

droOL¿?

i look down to my desk immediately. that's really embarrassing. the last time i checked, i don't drool when i sleep. what is this. why now when i'm in school.

i look at my table and i see no trace of ang liquid. has it evaporated? or sijin cleaned it?! iM HAVING WILD THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW

that's really embarrassing. i close my eyes shut and hit my head lightly. i cant believe i drooled. someone save me from this embarrassing moments. imagine everyone passing by me and looking at me sleeping with drool coming out of my mouth. i won't be able to look up now.

my mind suddenly goes to the last line. "turn the paper around" and i did. and what i just read shook my entire living soul.

i'm pretty sure you just panicked about your non-existent drool. got you, please don't sleep in class anymore. oh and i wrote a copy of notes for you, i'll give it to you tomorrow

i wanted to offer my soul to god at that moment, thankful that i wasn't drooling. that saved me from embarrassing myself any further. especially when a girl's beside me, that's literally a huge turn off.

i get up and look at the time. and i get another shock. it's literally almost 5pm and i'm supposed to be at work at 4pm IM—

i grab my bag instead of thinking more and ran all the way.

[ heyy who here realised how three chapters of this book is only based on one day? hehe ]

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