Conflicted (Shoey)

Chapter 17- I Cant Forgive You

Joeys POV

Wow. I actually thought Shane cared. I guess I was wrong. Am I really this confused? I mean, we haven't been together THAT long, and look at how much we have been through! This is literally the worst position to be in possible. And Shane. Like, he slept with Lisa. She's a girl. I thought he wasn't into girls. Why would he do this to me? Why is it always me who has to go through this? I guess it'll be their time to go through the pain I'm going through.

Shane's POV

I officially destroyed Joey. He is probably mad at me, and in the worst state possible. I got out of bed and put my clothes on. While trying not to wake Lisa in the process. But failed. I hope she doesn't get pregnant. I hope I didn't forget to use protection at least.

Lisa's POV

Now that Joey is absolutely destroyed, he won't want to be with Shane anymore. What if I got pregnant? Then he would defiantly not want to be with Shane. Shane didn't use protection, so there is a slight possibility I could have gotten pregnant. I was sleeping, and I felt Shane moving around. He climbed over me and got dressed. I woke up, and decided to speak to him.

"Hey shaney!" I chirped, happier then ever.

"Don't call me shaney. That's not my name. It's shane." He said sternly.

"Whatever you say!" I said. Nothing can kill my vibe now. At least that what I thought.

"No! Why did you sleep with me? Are you really that desperate Lisa?" He said angrily.

"Yes Shane. Maybe I am. It hurts to see the love of your life be with someone else! I want you back shane. And Joey is completely out of the picture, so we can be together now!" I said with a smile.

"No. He's not out of the picture. Lisa! I don't love you! I don't even like you. And the fact that your so desperate makes you even worse! Don't you want me to be happy? Because if you were a true friend, you wouldn't do this." He said, walking out the door, "and even if I couldn't be with Joey anymore, I'm still gay no matter what" he hollered at me, slamming the door.

Joeys POV

I can't forgive him. You probably know what I'm gonna say, but it hurts to much to deal with all of this pain anymore. Obviously Shane doesn't care. No one cares about me as much as I care about them, and I want them to understand that. I left a note on the counter. My goodbye note.

Shane's POV

I raced back home, way over the speed limit, but I don't care. I need my Joey back. And soon. I'm so surprised I didn't get a ticket. I walked in and called for Joey.

"Joey!" I called out, kicking my shoes off.

No answer.

"JOEY!" I called louder.

No answer.

"JOSEPH MICHAEL GRACEFFA! YOU BETTER ANSWER ME RIGHT NOW!!!!" I screamed as loud as I possibly could.

No answer. I walked over to the counter. A note. Oh no. I know exactly what this is. THIS IS ALL MY FAULT JOEY IS GONNA TRY AND KILL HIMSELF!!!!!!!!!

Joeys POV

I got to our 'special' place. Sure will be special when I'm done here. I found our river and dove to the bottom to the the rope down. I tied it and swam back up. I grabbed the rope and tied my neck as hard as it would possibly tie. I swam to the bottom, and waited for my air to run out completely.

Shane's POV

I have no where to go! I don't know where to go. I gotta call everyone.

-Group Phone Call-

To: Cat, Tyler, David, Meghan, Luke, Sawyer

"Joey is killing himself guys." I said calmly.

"WHAT!" They ALL shouted at the exact same time.

"Yeah. Where do I go?" I asked.

"THE RIVER!!" Luke shouted through the phone.

"Where is that?" I asked.

"By your place. Ill be there soon." He said back. We all hung up and I found the river. I got out cautiously and found Joeys old white, yet very old, because now brown with dirt and mud, converse. I could only think he drown himself. I picked his shoes up and very slowly walked towards the river.

Lukes POV

After hearing that, I headed to the river, where I knew he was. I know it. I got out and saw shane already there. He was holding Joeys old converse. I ran over to shane, and he was crying. We couldn't even see the river over the mini hill, but we walked down carefully and saw a lifeless joey lying in the water tied with a rope around his neck. I ran over and got him out. Shane called 911 and they came in a heartbeat. They were so quick. I did CPR on him, but nothing worked. Is this really the end of Joey Graceffa?

Sorry for no one updating for a long time. We are busy with stuff, and yeh. Sorry it's so short :[

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-Jessica.