Shawn Mendes Imagines

Crossing the line part 2

Crossing the line Part 2

Apr 13, 2018321 notes
Part 1

You wiped away at your eyes trying to get rid of the tears. You buried your head deeper into the pillow trying to muffle your cries. Your heart broken, that was for sure but that wasn't the only thing hurting. You had a headache from the constant crying and your eyes were burning.  You were questioning what Shawn had said to you wondering over and over again if he really meant it. You let out whimper thinking back to the argument, it felt like all those times he was saying how proud he was of you was all a lie.  You heard a soft knock on the door making you jump in surprise not expecting the sudden disturbance in the middle of the silent night. You knew it was Shawn so you turned your back to door pretending to be sleeping. "Baby?.." you heard his soft voice whisper on the other side of the door but you ignored him.

After a few seconds you heard the bedroom door squeak open followed by a few slow and careful steps. You tried to even out your breathing wanting to calm down your anxious heart so he didn't notice that you were awake. The sheets were pulled off from the opposite side of the bed as Shawn crawled in under the covers.  He sat there on the bed for a couple of seconds watching you, knowing that you weren't asleep because he heard your whimpers from the other side of the door.

He took in a deep breath gathering his courage as he laid down behind you wrapping an arm around your waist and snuggling up against your body and spooning you. You held your breath startled at the sudden action. "I'm so sorry [Y/N]..." he said his face was buried in your hair as he took in a deep breath taking in the sweet smell of your shampoo. Your smell always put his heart as ease, reassuring him that you were right there beside him. "I know what I said to you is not excusable. But you have to know baby that I did not mean it one bit..." he said as you laid there quietly. 

Your eyes were now open as you listened to him talk, watching the dark night from the bedroom window. "I am so proud of everything that you do, and I will always support you one hundred perfect no matter what. I was stressed with the new album and I ended up blowing up on you. You did not deserve it, I was such a dick for saying that to you. I know I crossed the line baby" he said his arm tightening around your waist. The damn tears were back again and you let out a sniffle not being able to hold quiet.

Shawn felt his breath hitch in his throat at the sound, knowing that you were crying. "No, no, no.. baby please don't cry" he said sitting up in bed and grabbing your shoulder gently and turning you to face him. "Fuck.." he whispered taking in your messy state.  Your rosy cheeks were stained with tears, eyes red and a little swollen from all the crying. "God I am so fucking sorry honey..." he said wiping away the tears from your cheeks. You closed your eyes feeling how gentle his hands were on your cheeks. "I am such a moron, I am so sorry [Y/N]. I didn't mean it. I didn't mean any of it" he said over and over again feeling like he was close to crying himself seeing you in such a state.  He leaned back against the headboard, pulling in your tired body against his chest wrapping his arms tightly around you. He kissed the top of your head whispering apologies. You wrapped your arms around him letting him rock you back and forth as your crying died down. You were still mad at him for what he had said but you could tell how sorry he was and he was trying to make it better so you were going to let him.