Anticipation

Just chill

'>- K A B R I N A says it .

" A 67 ? " , I sighed , stuffing the agricultural test in my binder . I put my head on the desk and proceeded to rest my eyes like I was trying to do before my teacher , Mr. . Maylor , started passing out test papers ; That I'm pretty sure nobody passed .

The day was going by way too slow for me . Despite my physical protest I got my ass out of bed this morning when Footz and Qua came busting through my door kissing me on my face and jumping their big asses up and down on my mattress. And now I was sitting here watching the clock like a hawk . It was so boring and cold in this class room . Does this school know what the hell a heater is ?

"What you get ?" , Rocky asked looking over my shoulder . Turns out Rocky was not only in my creative writing class but they also stuck him in my agg class . He wasn't as good at this elective like creative writing – hell neither was I but these past two days we had been winging this shit together .

" A 67 . "

"Damn , I got a 59 . Let me see what I got wrong " , He threw his hand across my shoulder waiting for me to hand him the marked up paper . "You probably better off asking somebody else for theirs I only got 3 more right than you " , I said handing it to him .

"Nah" , he let out his funny chuckle .I wanted to laugh every single time he did . "We the only ones that made these high of scores . " , Rocky went down the list of questions as I sat popping my gum quietly hoping the bell would ring soon .

My mind went else where and of course it would be Tremaine . The other day when I had went home early I cuddled up and talked to Tremaine until around 7 that evening when I just knew my brothers were going to barrel in the door . He didn't want to leave when I woke him up from the accidental slumber we had both fallen into . It was so comfortable that the first time I tried to shake him awake he only dug his face into my neck . Squeezing my body ever so tight to his until I shook him again making him get out of my bed to go home to his empty one . He kissed my lips so gently before biding me a good night .

"Where your head at ma ?" , Rocky asked . I'm guessing he noticed the distant look on my face. Im sure I had developed it since I came back to school . I just couldn't get Trey off my mind .I knew he should have been the furthest thing from it .

My face erupted into a smile before I shook my head coming back to reality . " Nothing , I just can't wait until we get to lunch " , I lied quickly ,

Rocky's face contorted "Yeah whatever . I might not know you like that but I'm good at reading faces ." I only laughed .

" You must got a nigga ?" , he asked me making me laugh any harder . " I'm serious because if you do then . . ."

"Hey Rocky " , he was interrupted by one of Shan's little groupies . I still haven't gotten their names down . Well being as though how irrelevant they really are to me . I never ever planned on it .

"What up " He flashed her that gorgeous smile of his . I swear he could have been the spokesman for Colgate , I had never seen a smile like it . . .besides on Tremaine .

"What you doing over here with . . . her? " , the groupie turned up her lips at me , but I didn't give her a reaction . Like I said she was irrelevant and I've learned not to engage in negativity.

"What you mean ?" , Rocky's lips turned up at her this time . He obviously didn't like her comment because his body got stiff . " I mean I know you not trying to talk to her , talk to her . She not your type . She all fat and shit . "