A desire that was once Love"
Never will I ever fall in love with you again
Fool me once, Shame on you fool me twice, shame on me, the third time I play the fool
With a heart so frigid and heavy
It begins to break apart shard by shard then slowly it shatters to tiny pieces
I will never forgive you
They say true love exists, yet I haven't found it
With you, I thought it was true
It's shame how I imagined myself in falling in love with you
Although you hurt me, and I hurt you too
If this was love was, I wanted no part of this love affair
So why do I think I played myself
To have believed we're goals
Thinking I didn't deserve you
When you really didn't deserve me
When you see me with another don't be shocked?
He does everything you should have done
He touches my soul
He makes me feel alive
His kisses give me shivers down my spine
With you sadly, I faked it all
Orgasms I faked it
I considered myself in love
It was lust all along
With the new guy, it's real
I reacted to every feeling, every kiss, every hug,
He sets my body on fire
The burning sensations when our hands' touch
He warms my heart, ignites my fire
Leaves me light-headed, and my soul takes flight
I feel secure with his love like it was a life jacket
In his arms, I found peace and
I needed it daily, of every second
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