L U R E

Twenty-Six/Seven

I wake up in the morning with a raging headache. My head was banging so hard I felt like I was dying.

I twist and turn restlessly wanting to go back to sleep but I hear a groan And that's when my eyes shoot open and I'm staring in horror.

Flashbacks of last night infiltrated my mind. And the only three words on repeat in my head are;

Holy. Fucking. Shit.

I was caged in. Levi head was on my stomach, Kai's arms were wrapped around me. I had no clue how i was getting out of this but I knew it would be so awkward if we had to talk about the events of last night and that was a level of embarrassment I wasn't ready to endure.

I was officially on fight or flight mode and I had to chose the flight part.

I did take a bit to bask in the moment, they were so handsome I'd never seen them so unkempt they were normal so structured and neat it was nice to see them sleeping, they were vulnerable. I could get use to this. Oh god what was I saying? It's not like I was dating them, it was just drunken fun.

Yes that's all.

After lying there for a solid ten minutes Levi had shifted away from me. I was able to pick up Kai's arm and slowly move it off of me.

I look around for all of thirty seconds finding my phone and my shoes And then I tip toe out of the room closing the door behind me.

I find my way to what I'm sure is the bathroom and I allow myself to breathe. There was no way that had happened. Maybe it was just a dream. Please say I'm dreaming.

One look in the mirror and I nearly faint. My neck was covered in hickeys but it didn't just stop there. I lifted up my shirt seeing that my body was littered with them. Oh god I have to go.

I immediately text Dani with three percent battery asking her to pick me up from JTs house and I don't leave the bathroom until she tells me she's here.

I rush down the stairs "leaving so soon?" Trevor is leaning against the wall smirking, a coffee mug in one hand. "The walk of shame looks good on you." He laughs.

"Lets see was it Levi or Kai?" He holds a finger to his chin. My face must've told it all because his expression is nothing less of shock. "It was both? You kinky bastard." He gives me a sly smirk.

"Trevor!" I hiss a glare on my face as I March over towards him but stop dead in my tracks when I hear two voices. "Yo JT have you seen Amaya?" It was Kai.

"Love you Trev gotta go." I rush to the door. Turning around "And not a word of this to anyone." Is all I could manage before I book it out of the door.

"And here I thought you were the Virgin Mary." Dani smirks. "I need details honey."

I groan. "Later I just need ibuprofen, pants and a turtle neck stat."

Dani takes me to her house and teaches me the basics of foundation and concealer.

She also gives me a turtle neck for my hickeys meds for my hangover and lends me her charger for my phone. I text my parents telling them I'd be home soon. She was now staring at me patiently waiting.

"Can I help you?"

"I've waited long enough just tell me." She sighs dramatically. Ari burst through the door. "I got the emergency text what happened?"

"Our Maya has been defiled!" Ari gasps a hand on her heart. "By who?"

"She won't tell and the suspense is literally killing me!" Dani throws her head back.

"Well what're you waiting for? Spill!" Ari snaps her fingers.

I didn't know if I should tell them. In all honesty I hadn't even processed the entire night myself. "Honestly we were playing spin the bottle and seven minutes in heaven got out of hand but I didn't lose my virginity just harmless making out."

If that harmless making out includes Kai's head in between my legs then sure.

"That's it? Well at least tell us who!"

"I don't remember I was super wasted." I lie.

Dani crosses her arms, and I was expecting a lecture. "You shouldn't get so drunk when you're not around people you trust. They usually only invite college kids and you know how those frat boys are." She scolds me. But safety wasn't concerning seeing although I was preoccupied all night.

We sit around in her bedroom for a couple of hours talking. I was now seated at her desk as she combed through my hair.

"Can I ask you a question Dani?" I frown. "Sure."

"You said that Kai and Levi had a threesome with someone before...what happened?" This had been on my mind for the past couple of hours. Apart of me didn't want to ask.

"I'm not too sure but it was some time in the summer. It was a girl Named Nessa, she's the headmasters daughter and she had already graduated. I think she had showed up to one of their parties and they were like drunk, why do you ask?"

They were drunk...just like they were last night. I felt a little sad at the thought of it just being a drunken mistake.

Maybe it was because I didn't want it to just be some mistake I wanted them to mean it. I wanted them to want me. In a way that was more than sexual some twisted part of me wanted the both of them.

I felt pathetic, I had been given affection once and all of sudden I catch feelings?

I had to forced myself to realize that the both of them didn't need me, because they had each other. So I vowed to pretend like it never happened, I wouldn't bring it up, because if it was just an accident or some drunk night that went too far acknowledging that would hurt a little, and speculating that it could've been more than temporary drunken lust would get my hopes up.

And I wouldn't allow myself to get hurt like that.

"No reason. I was just curious." I shrug.