[21+ VMINKOOK FF] Library Diaries (COMPLETED)

Not My Fault

That day was devastating for Jungkook. Not only did he feel hurt but he also started doubting himself as a person. He still didn't know what to name the feeling he had for Jimin but he decided to ignore it and continued going to the library like he usually does. Like a normal day, the librarian greeted him with a smile and handed him a new book he thought the young lad would like, "It took me 2 hours to find this. You better read every word printed on this." The blonde smiles widely. With a nod, the brunette returns to his seat but is unable to read. His vision blurs because of the tears accumulated in his eyes. He was hurt and he didn't know why. Believe me, that is the worst kind of pain mankind has ever experienced.

Jungkook put his head down, not able to read because of a headache that suddenly decided to hit him. He wipes his drenched face and takes deep breaths before he feels a comforting hand, rubbing his back to provide some type of assurance that everything's going to be alright. He looks up to find a concerned Jimin who holds a glass of water, "Hey, are you alright? Here." He places the glass on the table and takes a seat beside the younger.

Anger taking over his conscience, the young lad jolts up from his seat and looks at the other with swollen red eyes, "I don't need you to comfort me. I don't need you at all. I can handle myself." He rushes outside the library to meet the darkness of the evening that overtakes the city. He runs off into a narrow street, his tears still trekking down his face. His feet finally come to a stop when he hears his name being yelled from a distance. He knew the voice really well. "Jungkook, wait up!" Jimin yells while running in his direction.

They both stand facing each other as Jimin places a hand on Jungkook's shoulder while panting heavily, "You think I'll let you run off without you letting me know what's wrong?"
"You don't need to know what's wrong." He pushes the other's hand off his shoulder.
"Now I'm certain that your problem relates to me."
"Jimin, you don't understand!"
"How would you know that if you didn't even try sharing it with me."
"Because I don't know what's wrong with me!"
"Calm down-"
"I can't fucking calm down!" Jungkook takes a hold of the elder's collar, "Why didn't you tell me you have a fucking boyfriend?!" The gesture gave a big hint to Jimin as to why the brunette was mad.
"I didn't think you'd want to know-"
"What made you think that?! What made you think I won't start liking you?! Why else would I visit the library every day when I hated books?! Don't you think the only reason why I tried reading was you? I fucking love you, more than those books, more than myself. I don't want to love you, Jimin, but I fucking do."

He finally knew. He was hurting because he was in love with a man who already belonged to someone else.