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"you're so beautiful!"
                     drip
"you have so much to live for"
   drip
"i wish i was pretty like you"
                             drip
drip
          drip
                                        drip
                 drip

i
never
saw
myself.
when i was crying in the floor, crying forever.
i never saw myself.
not now, not then, not ever.
i never saw myself.
when i looked into the mirror;
b a r e.
     n a k e d.
           e x p o s e d.
blood dripping down my wrists.
i stop them
cause i wanted to live
i called him
but he didn't find me.
who am i?
who are we?
what are we?
these are questions we as ourselves when we see the stars
these are the looks we give when we break hearts.
this is the life we share yet we never shared
this is the broken girl you saw but never cared.
i saw you, i always saw you.
your smile
your laugh
your jokes
you're everything.
that's not a mistake, you are everything.
to me you mean everything
but to you, i mean nothing.
that's okay
i understand
i just listen to the drips.

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