Puppy love [INCOMPLETE]

Chapter two

~Pony's POV~
I dove onto my bed and screamed into my pillow. I just wanted to let Johnny know how I felt but I couldn't. It not that I didn't wanna I just couldn't. I rolled over onto my back and sighed. I started to fumble with my thumbs until I heard "Oh yes Steve" I was just generally sad and mad because I already was so I slammed the door open. "CAN YOU STOP NO ONE WANTS TWO FUCKING HEAR THE TWO OF YOU!" I shouted before sprinting out the house crying. I went to go run down to Johnny, but I forgot he doesn't care. He doesn't like me. Thinking of him just made me cry more. I knew greasers didn't cry ESPECIALLY in public but I couldn't hold it in. I was stopped by a voice "Aw is the poor wittle gweaser cwing". It was a soc. I wiped my eyes and sniffled. "No. And if I was it ain't any of your business" I said trying to act tough in front of them. They just started laughing and then they were interrupted by a voice "Leave him alone why don't ya" it was Randy. He came and stuck up for me. They other socs who were as tiny as ants compared to Randy ran away. "Thank you" I said before running off to Johnny. I didn't care that he didn't want me. I wanted him and I wanted to talk to him I had no one. I just didn't know how to explain to him. I kept on running into the hospital. The nurse already knew me well enough so that when I walked in she just nodded. I rushed into Johnnys room with red puffy teared eyes. "JOH-" he wasn't there. The worst thought came to my mind. They took him off life support. I put my face into my hands and started bawling. Oh Johnny poor sweet Johnny I thought while sobbing. "Pony what happened" I heard someone say. "It's Johnny I wasn't able to tell him I lo-" I said before I looked up. "JOHNNY!" I screamed cheerfully. "Y-YOU CAN WALK?" I shouted. "Yes and keep your voice down" Johnny said. I giggled slightly and walked up to him and embraced him he was warm and he seemed to nuzzle into my chest but I thought nothing of it. I let go of him and basically started jumping up and down chanting "you can walk! You can walk! You can walk!" He giggled his same old adorable giggle. But he looked at me sympathetically. "Were you crying before your eyes look puffier then usual.", "Uh I don't really wanna talk about it....Well I went off on Soda and Steve for ki-" I just realized that Johnny didn't know about Steve and soda and I almost outed them. "I saw cherry kissing a different guy and uh... she said that...that... that um that she loved him when she told me she'd never date a greaser when I asked what happened." I said trying to convince Johnny it's the 'truth'. I saw the corners of his mouth go up slightly. I saw that he ever so slightly smiled and it made me giggle. Then dally walked in. I was always jealous of Dal. I felt as if I needed to compete with him. Like, I felt as if Johnny was queer Dal would be the guy he goes to. I kinda felt my blood start to boil when he was getting so close to Johnny. "Aye Johnny how you doin man" he said completely pushing me out the way and getting closer to Johnny. "Hey Dal!" Johnny said. "I have to go Johnny Darry's going to be home from work soon and he said he had to talk to me it's important " I lied Darry didn't have to talk to me at all. "Oh-okay pony I'll see you soon" Johnny said politely, "Later blonder" Dallas said snickering. I left and rolled my eyes. Even though it was still daylight and I normally go to the dingo with Johnny I went down to the dingo
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I got to the dingo and say over into a booth by myself flicking my lighter for no reason until Cherry came over. "Is this seat taken" she said giggling. "Now it is" I said smirking. I thought Cherry was beautiful like a goddess don't get me wrong I just didn't have much interest into her. I needed someone to take Johnny of my mind though. She sat down and we started talking. "It's awfully dangerous to keep that lighter just in your pocket. What if it lights in your pocket?" She questioned, "You don't know how lighters work do you" I said chuckling. "No..", "you're adorable" I said slyly. She blushed "You're not too bad looking yourself Ponyboy" she said giggling. She scooted over closer to me which made me feel uncomfortable. I could tell she wanted me to kiss her but I did not want to kiss her. I mean I couldn't. I couldn't betray Johnny like that. Then it hit me. What would I be betraying him with it's not like me and him are a thing. Even though it hurts me to see him get with other people and date other people he's allowed to do it because he's not with me or someone else. So I kissed Cherry I didn't feel anything. I kinda felt blank, not static, not happy, not anything, but she pecked me back. We just had a little peck on the lips and I get it because everyone would judge her. She's kinda getting more nice to me instead of just ignoring me in the halls in school she smiles at me, and even sometimes she says hi. She was all blushy blushy. "Hey pony can I tell you something?" She asked, "Sure what's up", "I like you. A lot. Do you like me back?" She questioned. I thought about it for a minute then realized that I had nothing to loose and plus I needed more distractions. "Yes I like you a lot too" I told her. She blushed so hard her face almost matched her hair. Then Marcia came over. "Hey Cher- oh hello Ponyboy. Hows two-bit" she asked. I smirked thinking of how much Two-bit had a crush on her. "He's doin good" I replied. "Oh gosh Cher why are you so red are you feeling alright" Marcia questioned, "I'm quite good Marcia" Cherry answered with. I shot a smile at her which made her blush. I could see the sun was setting and I really wanted to watch it and I couldn't watch it with Cherry cause that's mine and Johnnys thing and I couldn't just leave her as well. I thought about which one I should do. "Uh, I have to go. Ya know how it is controlling siblings am I right" I said chucking before I left. I walked to the lot and watch the sky change colors. This time it was a blazing orange with pink and a tint of purple. It was beautiful I haven't seen one like this one. It was different. Once it set I looked up at the stars for a couple minutes then left to go home so Darry won't yell at me. When I got home I saw the gang was there except Johnny of course. "Oh hey guys" I said awkwardly. "Now where have you been" Darry said. "WhErE haVe yOu BeeN" Soda said mocking him. "I bet it was with a girl" Two-bit said snickering. "Now there's no way little blonde can get a girl with that hair" Dallas said chuckling. "Well have you know it I was with a girl, and she told me she liked me a lot." I said, "What as a friend" Steve said jokingly. Everyone laughed but I rolled my eyes. "I'm going to bed forget you guys" I said chuckling. "Wait why it's only- oh shit it's twelve am my moms gonna killlll meeeee" Two-bit said rushing out the door. Everyone including me laughed. "C'mon Pony why don't you stay out here and hangout with us you might be in for a treat" Soda said smirking. The rest of them looked at eachother then back at me smirking. "Oh rightttttt" Dal said. I had a confused look on my face. I heard Steve whisper "What was the code word again" to soda and everyone laughed. "You can come out now" Darry said. I tilted my head in confusion then I watched Johnny come out from my room. I squealed like a little girl and hugged Johnny as tight as I could. The rest of the gang made fun of me for squealing but I didn't care I was excited to see Johnny.

Was that a good place to end it idk but like this was almost 1000 words and a half I think it was like 1436 or something like that, but uh thank you for reading chapter two loves.