Puppet (Darkiplier Fanfic)

NANI?!?!

Let me just start this by saying

HOLY SHIT!

13.1K READS?!?!

YOU GUYS ARE SERIOUSLY AMAZING!!

BUT

there is a slight, slight, problem.

The other two books are lacking? I guess?

I mean if you guys only read this one and just thought "eh it sucked I'm not gonna give the others a chance" that's...okay?

but I worked really hard on this book and the others and I'm proud that people seem to like this one but...i guess I'm disappointed?

not with you guys

With myself.

I know the other two books have less chapters...but I've seen trilogies with 28k reads but only have 5 chapters?

so what do they have that I don't?

a less confusing plot?

relatable OCs?

more followers?

what am i doing wrong?

are my books too confusing?

too gory?

i know my writing sucks, okay? i know that.

i know i don't update as much anymore.

i know i made empty promises.

but for fucks sake i am doing my goddamn best.

it took me three, three, months to get the courage to write these books.

are they too similar to other books?

look, im not mad. at least, not at you guys.

i guess...im not as good as some of you have lead me to believe?

have you guys been lying to me?

are you guys just telling me im good out of pity?

I know I'm not as good as @Ginger1101 and @Horroryas

but they're the reason why i started writing again...

my books are literally what i dream.

they are my good dreams and my night terrors.

every chapter is a piece of my mind.

every torture chapter

every suicidal thought that the characters think

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why?

am I not trying hard enough?

am i not good enough for you guys?

just...

fuck it.

Since I'm not good enough

Since my dreams and night terrors aren't good enough...

i have no choice but to delete the other books?

yeah...that's what I'll do

haha...

thanks for 13.1k reads guys...

and thanks for not giving the others a chance...

i can see when you add them to your libraries...

and i get so happy?

but then....

your username doesn't show up ever again...

i read every comment...

every ..

single

one...

i see the ones that ridicule my writing ..

i see the ones that make me cr y?

i try to reply to them a l l?

but that's not en oug h

not good enough.

i

don't understand why.

it's okay though

it's

Fine :)

I guess.. .

im going now.

THANK YOU FOR 13.1K READS!

IM SO HAPPY! :D