Panderz_13 you got it right ushshanznen how you know :(
Carter's POV:
"NO!!" I screamed
"YOU CANT BE DEAD MATT I NEED YOU HERE!"
"I'm sorry carter." He said as he started disappearing.
"P-please just s-stay!" I cried.
I fell to my knees as i screamed.
Matt was gone now. He's dead.
"Carter one more thing," Matt said as he reappeared, "wake up."
"W-what?"
"WAKE UP BEFORE YOU'RE TO LATE!" He screamed.
I shot my head up.
T-that was a d-dream??!?
"Ow." I heard a muffled voice coming from the bathroom.
No you're not dying this time
I quickly stood up and ran to the door.
"MATT OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW!!" I demanded as I banged on the door harder.
It slowly opened and as soon as I saw matt I jumped on him. I wrapped my legs around his waist and snuggled up in his neck.
"Carter what the heck?!" Matt laughed as he fell back slightly.
I took my face out of his neck and grabbed his face kissing him all over.
"Don't *kiss* ever *kiss* leave *kiss* me" i continued kissing his face until I Felt his lips.
I pulled away and he stood there with wide eyes.
"I-I didn't mean to do that!" I said as I unwrapped my legs from his waist.
"I'm sorry I just had this dream and you left and I couldn't live without you Matt I just can't!" I said in one breath as I played with my fingers.
"Carter I would never leave you." He said pulling me into a hug.
"Sorry about kissing you." I quietly said snuggling into his chest.
"It's okay I don't mind." He laughed.
We stood there just hugging.
He's alive. He's here in my arms.
"Why did you say ow?" I asked quietly.
"I was cutting my nails and I pinched my skin." He chuckled.
"Matt can we talk about that box?"
He pulled away and walked back to his bed, me following closely behind.
"If you don't feel comfortable telling me it's okay." I said sitting down next to him on his bed.
"No I want to, When I was younger I used to be really shy and I didn't like it. I hated being shy."
"Soo I decided to be all weird and open, And it worked. It was in 8th grade that I kind of started getting shy again, and I hated myself. I told myself if I was ever shy I'd get a cut as a punishment.
" I know it's stupid but it worked for me. I stopped but then people started bullying me because I was so weird." He finished off with a couple tears trickling down his face.
"Matt you're not that weird you're perfect in my eyes." I pulled him into a hug and rubbed his back.
"You're just saying that."
"No I'm not matt, you're my perfect little baby cake." I said hugging him tighter.
He pulled away and whipped the tears from his eyes.
"You mean it??" He asked looking down and fiddling with his fingers.
"Matthew lee Espinosa," I grabbed his face and made him look me in the eye, "you are the most perfect thing I have ever laid my eyes on. I love you just the way you are."
"Y-you l-love me?"
"Yes with all my heart!" I lightly slapped his face.
"I l-love you too." A little bit of blush made it's way to his cheeks.
It's so cute the way he blushes. I just wanted I kiss the life out of him. Wait. No I don't.
"Y-you what?"
Shit did I say that out loud?!?
"Yeah you kinda did." He chuckled.
I let go of his face and put my hands in my lap. I felt my cheeks getting hot from the embarrassment.
"I'll just pretend I didn't hear that okay?"
"Hah okay."
I couldn't help but smile.
"So what now?"
I looked up and sighed. I honestly did want to make out with him right now but I can't. Besides I'm not gay. But I keep wanting to kiss him.
"Let's just cuddle?" I asked while laying down on the bed with open arms.
"You're so boring!" He replied getting into my arms. He snuggled into my chest breathing slowly.
I could feel every time his breath hitched from the contact.
"Nervous are we?" I asked running my fingers through his hair.
"Well yeah I mean we're two guys cuddling. I feel like only couples do this." He slowly drew little figures on my clothed chest.
"Well then," I said getting up and straddling him, "be my boyfriend Matthew lee Espinosa!" I yelled jokingly.
He stiffened and started getting really red.
I lowered myself and whispered into his ear, "don't worry I'm just kidding around." I could feel him shivering.
I got off of him and laid back down.
"Don't do that carter!" He said playfully punching my chest.
"Aw but we'd make such a cute couple! Just think about it! We could get married and adopt kids."
"That would be nice." He chuckled.
"Well what ever girl steals your heart Is really lucky." I breathed out.
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Well then. That just happened. I didn't even plan that it kinda just came out of my head
I'll update after I get 10 votes and 10 comments??
Ooh a challenge :))
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(Sorry if there are any mistakes I'm tired and didn't bother re-reading)
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