Chapter 5

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Okay so last chapter Shawn's and Cameron's pov was the night before after the truth and dare. I will get them caught up to the time Carter's POV is which is probably like 10 am now I guess? So catt will be later I gotta catch up shaylor and cash.

Shawn's pov:

I was laying in my bed it was 9 am

My eyes hurt so much. God I hate crying myself to sleep.

Why was I crying? Oh yeah Taylor...

I looked over and saw Taylor still sleeping in his bed. He looked so peaceful and calm. I love him yet hate him right now.

I decided to get up and go to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I cupped my mouth and breathed in it to try and smell my breath. God it smells like road kill.

After I brushed my teeth I walked out the bathroom to a fully awake Taylor.

"Hey shawn." Taylor said looking at me while rubbing one eye and sat up.

"Hey Taylor." I said in a monotone voice trying my best not to cry. I walked past his bed and returned to mine. I laid down with my back facing Taylor.

"What's wrong?" He asked. I wanted to stand up and slap him and kiss him at the same time. "Please." Is all I got out. A tear left my eye but I quickly rubbed it away.

"What's that suppose to mean?" "Nothing absolutely nothing." I replied.

"Shawn look at me." I didn't budge.

"Shawn please I'm begging you." I could hear a little bit of hurt in his voice.

"Don't act like you care."

"Shawn of corse I care."

"You sure? Because you sure as hell didn't care yesterday when you ripped my fucking heart out." I turned around to face Taylor still laying down.

He looked extremely confused. A cute kind of confused.

SHAWN STOP HE HURT YOU!

"Shawn I was lying."

"Fuck you too." I stood up and left. He was fucking lying? He freaking ripped out my heart then says he was lying?

I didn't know where I was going but it sure as hell ain't back in that room. I went to Matt and Carter's room.

Taylor's POV:

Why did I say I was lying? I know I wasn't. Now he might think I like him.

Me and shawn? It doesn't sound right. Of corse he would be the woman in the relationship.

Wait where did shawn go?

I got up and checked in the bathroom. He must of left after I said that.

I'll let him cool down until he wants to talk to me.

I don't know I might be gay Or bi, Only for shawn though.

I'll figure out the way I feel about him but first I'm gonna take a shower.

Cameron's POV:

Beep beep beep

"Bro turn off your alarm!" I heard someone say.

I forcefully pushed my finger on the snooze button and continued sleeping.

Beep beep beep

"Dont snooze it stupid freaking turn it off."

I slowly opened my eyes, the alarm still going, and searched for my phone. I turned off the alarm and got up to stretch.

I looked around the room and found nash still sleeping on his bed. I laid back down facing nash and daydreaming about what we could be.

"Dude stop that's weird." Nash said in his morning voice.

"What?"

"You were staring at me, either you zoned out or you were daydreaming about me." He said chuckling a bit.

"Zoned out sorry." I turned to face the other way and fell back asleep.

Matts POV (continuing from last chapter time.):

When carter called me babe I got the tingles. I didn't know what it was but I liked it.

"Why are you smiling at the floor?" Carter asked laughing a little bit.

"Just thinking about something that makes me happy." Aka you.

"Okay?"

"Yeah."

Knock knock knock

"I'll get it" I said standing up going to the door. I opened it to find shawn crying his eyes out.

"Aww Shawn come here." I said opening my arms to hug him.

We stood there for a good 5 minutes, Me just hugging/comforting him.

"Shawn will you tell me what's wrong?" I asked moving my arms so he was out of my hold.

"T-t-t"

"Taylor." I said cutting him off. Taylor did this.

"You told him?" He just nodded his head.

"Shawn what's wrong?" Carter asked walked up to us confused.

"Can I tell hi-"

"Yeah."

"Shawn kinda likes Taylor and he told him but I'm guessing either Taylor rejected him or isn't gay."

"He isn't fucking gay. But I'm guessing if he was it would be for nash because he can kiss him." Shawn muttered.

"Come inside." I said dragging him out of the doorway and to the bed. He sat between me and carter.

"Tell me everything that happened."

"Well yesterday I blew. I told him that the reason I was crying was because he was kissing Nash and not me.He kind of figured it out, but he said he's not gay." Shawn managed to huff out in one breath.

By the end of his explaining he was crying again. I didn't know what to say.

"I always kind of knew Taylor wasn't gay but part of me hoped he was."

"Shawn you wanna switch rooms with carter?"

"If carter doesn't mind."

I looked over at carter and he seemed all for it.

"He will go back to your room and get your stuff." I said looking at him telling him to go now.

"I don't mind I'll just go get it now."

Carter said while getting up and walking out the door.

Carter's POV:

I can't believe Taylor was the reason shawn is crying his eyes out.

I was walking down the hall making my way to Taylor and Shawn's room.

When I got to the door I was about to knock when it opened.

"Carter have you seen shawn?" He asked looking really worried.

"In my room but don't bother him, he doesn't want to talk to you."

"But carter-"

"Taylor don't."

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I'm sorry it took so long :(

I'll try updating faster.

Sorry for typos if there are any...

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