I've been used, played with, lead on, and rejected. While all the shock was still fresh, I always cried the pain out at first. I'd sit on my bed and cry my heart out for hours. After a while, when I've seen what a hot mess I've become, it makes me want to slap myself. How could I be so pathetic as to cry over a stupid guy?
I am Leirahm Ranela Emmaris Gonzales, a typical girl who loves to travel. A musician at heart, I can sing fairly well and I can play the piano and guitar. I write as well. Running away from my problems is a race that I will never win. That's what my mother told me before she died. Yes. Even though I know that, I can't help it but to run away whenever I have problems. So, I started to love travelling. When I write or read, which I often do, I find it difficult to stop, so my vision has blurred over the years and now, I wear glasses. Music is my life, my escape as well. Singing is my passion. But because of an incident, I stopped singing but I continue to listen to music but not as often like before.
