Hurting everyday (choni)

Chapter 1

Cheryl's pov
My father is such an idiot. Why the fuck did he have to say we would look after the serpent slut? Seriously she could go die on the street for all I cared. Well at least she is going to be working and not just sat around taken drugs because I will definitely not tolerate that. am honestly glad she won't be going to my school everyone would start to think I liked serpents when all I want to do is stand on them and turn them into a designer handbag. That's where my father is now picking the girl up she is about my age apparently she has been through a lot I bet she just wants attention or someone to feel bad for her. Me,mother and Jason are sat on the sofa in silence when the door clicked open we all jumped up and went to the front door.there she was stood, she had pink in her hair and it was tied up in a high pony tail she was just looking down at the floor playing with her hands. she was in ripped jeans and a small crop with a fish next over  and her horrid serpent jacket my mother said "get that thing off that is not allowed in this house" my mother went to grab in off her when the girl pushed away her hand and stood back still looking at the floor "how dare you touch me with your dirty hands what is you name young lady?"  The girl shifted a little then stuttered "A-Antoinette T-Topaz mrs" we all laughed at her stupidity who can't say they own name "are you stupid or something" Jason mockingly ask she shook her head my mother back handed her around the face "you will speak when spoken too" she shouted the girl nodded holding onto her face in pain my mothers slaps don't hurt but then again I get them so often I think am numb to them now "now take that horrid thing off before I rip it off you" Jason spoke stepping closer she shook her head and wrapped in around her more "c-can I-I-I change f-first" she stuttered "yes off corse Cheryl show her to the bathroom and make sure she doesn't sneak off" my father said looking at me stern I rolled my eyes she picked up her bag and followed me still not looking up "hurry up serpent" I said through gritted teeth she walked faster until she go to the bathroom she looked around I finally seen her face she was absolutely gorgeous her eyes where dark brown and so sad but they where the prettiest eyes I have ever seen I couldn't help but stare and I just realised she had abs god if I wasn't gay before I definitely am now. Once she realised I was staring she looked back at the floor and played with her hands. Why is such beauty waisted on a pathetic serpent girl "I will be out side" I said still looking at her body I slowly shut the door and cursed at myself mentally "why does she have to look like that" whispered I leaned my head on the wall. I can't get her body out off my head after five minutes the door opened she had a big jumper on with still her ripped jeans on she handed me her serpent jacket in silence still looking at the floor. we walked back down stairs in silence I showed her the kitchen because that's where the rest of the family are they where sat at the table. "Got this thing what should we do with it" I said holding up the jacket they all looked at it in disgust as Antoinette just kept looking at the floor "throw it in the bin" my mother suggested but Jason said "burn it" my mother and father smiled at each other "now Antoinette...actually no we will call you Toni so Toni get the plates food  will be here soon" my father said looking at Toni up and down like she was a piece off meat it made me uneasy. she nodded walking into where all the draws are she surprisingly found the plates straight away she brought four over "are you not eating" I asked looking around she handed them out "this scum does not deserve to eat yet" once Toni handed out the plates she stood back at the door away just looking down her hood covering half her face "isn't that a bit harsh father" I asked looking back over to him he glared at me I just looked down on my plate .there was a knock on the door Toni slightly jumped and everyone laughed she immediately turned to go and get the door when my mother stopped her and said "wait for Cheryl we don't want you running off now do we?" I groaned while standing up and walking to the door Toni opened to door not looking up from the floor "Toni are you ok?and since when have you been with the blossoms" I looked around the door it was a tall dark haired boy his serpent tattoo very visible on his arm with his pizza delivery boy shirt on with shorts on as well. Toni quickly took the pizza and handed him the cash I gave her before for the food "do you know this boy?" I asked she nodded slowly "what's it got to do with you blossom" the boy said looking me up and down "well she lives here and so it's got everything to do with me" I said back he looked back at Toni who was just stood he shook his head and said "well see you tomorrow bombshell" he got on his motorbike "what do you mean how will I see you tomorrow" he smiled "you haven't heard south side high is moving into north side high and we start tomorrow" I slammed the door shut. How dare they the snakes are moving into my school I screamed in frustration "your stupid snakes are moving into my school" I shouted walking into the kitchen again toni slowly walking behind me she put the pizza down on the table carefully then stood back at the doorway. Her face is frustrating me and knowing she is a serpent is even worse. I scrunch my fists into a ball at the thought off everything I had to hit something I swung my hand around and hit Toni right in the face. She stood still like it was nothing and just hung her head lower and honestly I really hurt my fist "you stupid serpent" I shouted pushing her back "your a waste of fucking space" I scream in her face she just stood still "why don't you jump off a bridge nobody will ever love you all you are is a stupid bitch" I shouted as loud as I could she slowly looked at me and whispered "am sorry Mrs I didn't mean to hurt you" then her head dropped low again I looked at my fists they where bleeding and red "fuck" I whispered and walked into the kitchen and looked for the first aid "that was entertaining" Jason mocked .Toni walked back through into the kitchen and stood back in the doorway "can I go to the bathroom" she whispered my mother glared at her then said "yes but speak up next time you talk" she nodded "yes mrs" she said turning and slowly walking away.
Toni's pov
The whole day my arms have been throbbing wishing I would ad another line to the collection. mrs Cheryl blossom was right at just a waste of space that should die and there is only one thing keeping me alive but that if for a different day. I quickly went to the bathroom and pulled up my sleeves and pulled out the razor that was in my back pocket.I put it to my arm when there was a knock on the door I jumped and rolled down my sleeves and put the razor in my pocket again I slowly opened the door keeping my focus on the floor i heard a sigh "am sorry for before I wasn't just mad at you" a small voice spoke I nodded not looking up "am sorry to" I said whispering "you didn't do anything" she said "I made your hand bleed" i said hugging myself am so stupid why do I hurt everyone if only I didn't listen to her thoughts I wouldn't have got angry then tensed and when Mrs Cheryl punched me it wouldn't have hurt her it was all my fault. I quickly looked at her hand it was horribly wrapped wrong and it was bleeding through "I was hoping you could help me wrap it up properly my father said you have been in a lot off fights and probably know what your doing unlike me" I nodded immediately not wanting her to ask about the fights and my past. she slowly turned and walked down stairs I signed and walked behind her slowly. When we got to the kitchen she sat down with the med kit in front off her the other blossoms have left I sat in front off her just staring down at my hands "are you going to help me or what" she spat at me I nodded slowly lifting my hands and reaching over to her as soon as my hand touched her skin fireworks exploded violently we both pulled away. Fuck.fuck.fuck no. I thought not her why her "what the hell was that" Cheryl looked shocked I shrugged staring at my hands "just hurry up will you" she spat again I nodded reaching over and grabbing her hand again the feeling happened again but I kept going. When I unwrapped her hand it was bad I sighed feeling my heart sink because this is my fault. I looked carefully through the kit and found some clean bandages and something to clean the cuts. once I did I held her wrist to keep it still then slowly wiped the cut I bit down on my lip trying to concentrate when Cheryl's mind was distracting me "why is she so cute"and "I just want to kiss her" also "why did she make me feel like that?" I bit on my lip harder trying not to say anything back to that I looked up at her she was staring at me I quickly looked back down smiling  because I heard her think "she is gorgeous" i slowly wrapped it up when she said "ow shit" I pulled away and looked down waiting for her to slap me but she didn't I looked up slowly she was smiling at me then her face changed once she seen I was looking back at her. I looked back down at my fingers "will you hurry up I want to go to bed tonight" she hissed my head hung lower then I nodded quickly sticking the end Off the bandage into the inner side off her hand then going back to looking down at my hands "let me look at your face" she asked softly I froze the last time someone asked that it definitely didn't end well "now" she said getting impatient I slowly looked up not looking in her eyes "control yourself Cheryl calm down" Cheryl's mind raced until dirty thoughts off me and her flew into her mind she was getting very sexually frustrated I stood before my other side took over "can I go to bed" I asked looking back at the floor she stood and said "I will take you" I nodded following behind her she lead me upstairs it was the last door on the left .she opened the door for me in was another set off stairs leading to the attic I slowly walked up the stairs and heard Cheryl shut the door behind me.I walked to the top and lots off boxes where stacked on one side and the other has a mattress on the floor with only one sheet no blanket just one sheet and a small window but I could fit through if needed. my bags where on the floor and there was a small black crop top and some blue wrapped jeans and some black lip stick with black shoes and a note I picked it and it said " you will wear this tomorrow too school. Make sure you wake up at half six to get Jason and Cheryl up" I sighed moving the clothes to the floor with the lipstick .I pulled off my jacket and looked at my arms but the scares where gone I put my head in my hands "fucking Cheryl blossom really?" I said disappointed at myself I dug through my bag and found a long sleeved shirt I put it on then found some shorts I pulled off my pants and quickly put them on I fell onto the mattress and covered my face with my hands and started to cry. I never asked for this life and I just don't want to be here anymore I have seen the world and is horrible,greedy and dark I turned over and closed my eyes trying to sleep and when I did it feels amazing like one day I won't wake up and I will finally be free.