Cheryl's pov
Am so worried about toni because at the school she couldn't even walk she went pale and looked very dizzy.my heart broke when she started sobbing i tried to give her space but all I wanted to do was stop the car and hold her but I knew that was not what she needed . As soon as she seen that little girl laying on the ambulance bed I could literally feel her heart break .I know that it's her sister I can tell at first am not going to lie I thought it was her girlfriend she was on about but I took the chance and to be honest I wish it was just a girlfriend because I can't imagine the pain Toni is going through and am going to be there for her as long as she wants me too. I regret every bad thing I have done or said to her I was so wrapped up in making my family proud that I never realised that when I do that I hurt people including Toni and for some reason she is suddenly very important to me. I am right behind the ambulance when it suddenly turned on it's sirens oh no it's gotten worse i don't know the girl but she is important to Toni so she is important to me . It was only twenty minutes when we arrived at the hospital I park the closest I could then ran too the ambulance. Toni was stood holding herself watching as her sister getting dragged out off the back off the van "hey how is she" I said wrapping myself around Toni and pulling her into a hug she immediately hugged back "I don't know" she said shaking and fear written in her words "I can't loose her Cheryl and not am not strong enough" she said letting go off me I lifted her chin so she would look at me "you are the strongest person I have ever met ok I punched you and you almost broke my hand and I will be with you" she nodded I put out my hand for her to grab it she did as our fingers interlocked we followed the men up to the top floor. Me and Toni got stuck in the waiting rooms Toni has her head down looking at her hand since her other is still holding mine a nurse came in and Toni kept her head down "topaz?" The woman asked Toni stood I went to follow when the woman said "please just mrs topaz this will only take a second" Toni hesitated then let go off me and walked out luckily there was nobody here I sighed I hope that Ella will be alright I managed to get Toni to tell me her name and it's a beautiful one. It's been ten minutes ands she isn't back am worried then the door slowly opened if was Toni she had a blank expression on her face "they don't think she will make it" she says looking at the floor I stood I didn't know what to say she fell into my arms and hugged me weakly I hugged back every time we hug or we touch it's like fireworks go off in my stomach and she makes me happy I know this is horrible times but I have only known her for a day and I already feel like this I don't know what am I going to do. I sat her down "you should get back now I don't want you getting into trouble" she said blankly "no I will stay it's fine" she looked over at me "please Cheryl just go back and I will see you at home" I sighed "do you really want me to go" she nodded I don't want to go but I think she needs space I stood "I will see you at home I hope she is alright" I opened the door and looked back at Toni she was staring at the floor I walked out and shut the door behind me I was walking down the hall ways when I heard "Cheryl wait" I turned and Toni ran into my arms I smiled and hugged her tight she put her hands on my cheeks and looked into my eyes "wait up for me ok" I nodded she looked down at my lips that back up at my eyes the leaned in as soon as our lips touched i felt.....I felt.... I don't know what the right word is but amazing will be ok.fireworks went crazy shooting all over my body she pulled away and I already missed her lips on mine "thank you" she said turning and walking away back into the room I smiled and walked back to my car I looked in my mirror and I had black lipstick on my red lipstick I rubbed it off and added only red I couldn't stop smiling tho I really like that girl.
Toni's pov
Cheryl is probably the only person I have ever wanted to kiss and I did it me, I kissed her and she kissed back. It's six o'clock I have been her for seven hours and nobody has told me anything since Cheryl was here and I haven't moved since .I got back into the room when a nurse came in her head down and hugging herself I stood she sighed "you might want to say goodbye" no she can't be "am so sorry we couldn't revive her" "try again try harder" I said she looked at me sympathetic and said "it's to late am so sorry" I felt my heart shatter "can I see her?" I asked whispering she nodded and I followed her as she showed me to a plain room and on the bed was the life less Ella pale and gone I walked to the bed "you weren't meant to leave me specially not now you were meant to get married and have kids. You had so much more to do in your life am so sorry it had to end so soon I love you so much and I always will. I need you so much E you are my happiness you helped me when all I wanted to do was leave the world you were the reason I stayed and now your gone and I don't know what am going to do" I kissed her head tears threatened to fall from my eyes but I have never cried in front off anyone except from Cheryl and am not going to start now. Ella always said I was stubborn and she is right "we never got to diy your hair pink like mine I should have let you I just never wanted you to look like me because you are so much prettier then me.... am so sorry I wish I could swap with you I would do anything for you to be here and for me to be laying there because I know you would get over me but I don't know if I can do the same" I stood it hurt not to hear her heart beating, not to hear her voice , not to see her bright and beautiful smile and to know I will never see them again "I love you so much E" I walked to the door the nurse was stood outside the door I opened it and walked out not looking back "are you ok" I shook my head and looked at the floor "I just lost the best thing to ever happen to me" I said starting to walked away "we tried our best am so sorry" I wanted to turn and slap her but I didn't I kept walking until I got outside. as soon as I did I looked in my bag and pulled out my cigarettes and put one in my mouth and put the rest back in my bag I pulled out a lighter and light my cigarette. I inhaled and exhaled leaning on the wall when a voice spoke "topaz?" I turned and it was Veronica I looked at the floor and put the cigarette to my lips and inhaled "what do you want" I said exhaling again she sighed "how is she will she be ok" Veronica asked I laughed a little "no she isn't I lost her v" I inhaled then exhaled again " you know she hated you smoking" I shrugged looking at the floor "she isn't here to stop me" Veronica sighed then smirked at me "come on I want to show you something" I rolled my eyes I just want to get back to Cheryl right now.
Cheryl's pov
Am sat on the sofa waiting for Toni. I reached over too the other side off the sofa and picked up my phone and looked at the time it was eleven pm I sighed. Suddenly I heard the door shut and someone say "shit" I immediately stood and walked to the door Toni was stumbling around is she really drunk now? "Are you drunk?" I asked she jumped and looked at me alarmed then smiled "you scared me" I looked at her eyes and they where very blood shot "are you high? Seriously Toni your sister is lying in hospital" her smile disappeared "yeah she is but I don't have to worry about her anymore it was probably for the best to be honest" I looked at the floor "am sorry Toni I didn't mean" she smiled "it's ok mrs I am very tired and I would like to go to bed now" I frowned at how she called me mrs she tried to walk but stumbled rights into me she laughed "sorry mrs I think I fell over something" I rolled my eyes at her smiling "your an idiot" when we heard a voice shout "get off her" we both turned and my mother was walking down the stairs Toni pushed me away and stood up straight it was if she was sober "where the hell have you been?" She spat at her I wanted tho slap her but Toni's hand brushed against mine and I calmed down "I was at the serpents something has happened" she said am so confused I know she doesn't want my mother to know where she actually was but her eyes aren't blood shot and she wasn't wobbling she was sober how the hell if I came back in that state I wouldn't be standing. "I don't care if the king dies you are no longer in that gang" Toni smiled sweetly omg her smile sent butterflies flying around my body "am sorry to disappoint you but I can't leave that family trust me I have tried" my mother went to slap her but she caught it and laughed I love her laugh it makes me want to laugh. "Am doing this to save you the pain in your hand trust me you won't hurt me just look at sir blossoms and mrs blossoms hand.I am a serpent and I always will be one get through you head you can take my jacket off me but I will always get a new one" she let go my mother looked shocked then looked at me "why the hell are you up?" I didn't know what to say I looked at Toni for help "she couldn't sleep and she wanted to know why I was late" Toni looking at the floor I hated when she did that I just wanna hug her and say she didn't need to be scared "ok well both off you bed Toni no food for you for being late" that two days and she hasn't eaten " ok miss blossom" she answered quite "but mother she" I went to protest but my mother went to slap me Toni push me back and grabbed her hand me and my mother looked down at her shocked my mother started to look in pain "try it again I dare you" Toni growled at my mother nobody has ever done that for me. Why did she do that? Doesn't she know that when my father finds out he will do anything he can to hurt her? Toni let go and said "am going to bed" my mother smirked and said "Cheryl make her some food and Toni be up at five thirty Clifford and I have a job for you" I looked at Toni she sighed and nodded my mother walked up the stairs smirking "oh and Cheryl you won't be at school tomorrow" she said walking into her bedroom I looked bad at Toni she was wobbly again and her eyes where bloodshot "it's so hard to act sober" I smiled it must have just been the light because how the hell would she be able to control her eyes that's just insane "can we pleaseeeee go make food" she asked leaning her head on my shoulder tingles shot through my body she lifted up and smiled at me .I looked at the floor feeling heat rise up my face she slowly reached for my hand and inter locked our fingers she slowly pulled me into the kitchen not taking her eyes off mine she twirled me around and caught me by my waist I laughed and she had a bright smile on her face "ok so what we making am starving" I smiled at how cute she is she smiled brightly"PANCAKES" she shouted I laughed then said "shhh you will wake everyone up" she smirked oh no "I WANT PANCAKES" she shouted I laughed covering her mouth "shhh" "PANCAKES" she shouted through my hand I didn't know what to do I quickly wrapped my arms around her neck and smacked our lips together fireworks exploded in my stomach she pulled me closer deepening the kiss. She licked my bottom lip asking permission to enter I happily granted .our tongues fought for dominance and somehow she won her hands dropped to my legs she picked me up and sat me on the bench (or counter if your from America) her hands stayed on my thighs her touch making every inch off me tingle. she broke the kiss and looked at the floor "Jason is coming" she let me go and got a pan I wiped my mouth with my sleeves knowing my lipstick would be messed up. Jason walked into the kitchen just like Toni said he would but how the hell did she know he was up "hey Toni you making pancakes" Jason said smirking and looking at her up and down his eyes hovered on her ass jealousy built up in my stomach "yes sir" she said still looking at the floor something was wrong I could tell "well I want some since you woke me up shouting about them" I smiled looking at the floor blushing I remember what just happened about a minute ago I already missed her lips on mine and her hands on my waist. She looked at me she kind off looked mad "fuck" she whispered then she looked back down quickly "what happened before I got here" Jason said walking to Toni I seen Toni tense as he grabbed her waist " Jason leave her alone"I said standing up "come on Cheryl were are just messing" he said standing closer to her anger was now filled in me "Jason I said get off her now" I said grabbing his arm he pushed me back and pinned Toni to the wall she looked at me and something about the way she looked at me calmed me down but also she looked so broken "Jason please let her go" I said he looked at me smiling "you can have her after me Cheryl we can show her too respect us come on you will love it" I stood closer "Jason what about Polly" I said he bit his lips looking at Toni's ass then turned to me "we aren't together anymore" he pushed onto her more and flipped her around and kissed down her neck "Jason fucking get off her now" I shouted he looked over at me smirking "you want her don't you Cheryl you wish she was kissing down your neck don't you Cheryl" god yes I do but I would never ever force her of pressure her into it "no" was all I could say with him knowing I really want her more then anything Jason's hand slipped up her shirt she froze then looked at the floor "let go Jason" she whispered "what was that Toni" she looked at him slowly "let me go" he smirked and slammed her into the wall she said my name out off pain i immediately pulled Jason off her and hugged her. Jason pulled my way from her throwing me on the floor I hit my head off the floor everything went blurry. I heard a growl and seen Jason getting pinned to the wall by Toni she started kissing down his neck. Did she want him to fuck her? Did she like him? Did I mean anything too her? After a while Jason left and Toni helped me up and sat me on the bench she put her hands on my face as soon as she did I could see clearly "hey are you ok?did he hurt you?how hard did you hit your head?" I pushed her hand way "don't act like you care as soon I was down you attacked him with kisses" she looked at me wide eyed and said then laughed I looked at her confused "I wasn't kissing him I was ...shouting at him but he got embarrassed and tried to look away" she put her hands back in my face "I promise I was definitely not kissing him am more into girls anyway" she smiled I pulled her in and kissed her she smiled into it then pulled away "Cheryl I don't think this is a good idea" she said looking at me "what do you mean?" I asked she sighed "me and you I will just hurt you or get you hurt and you mean too much too me oh and if any of the others seen us together I would get shot and you would be killed too there are so many things wrong with this and I don't think I could" I placed a kiss on her lips to make her stop talking "we don't need to tell anyone but am not letting you go" she smiled and wrapped her arms around my waist and pulled me in "well then Cheryl will you be my secret super sexy girlfriend?" I smiled as big as I could and kissed her deeply I smiled through the kiss just as she did I pulled away looking into her eyes "yes I would love to" she hugged me and picked me up she put her face in the space between my neck my breathing hitched and I blushed she put my down again and kissed my lips "am not hungry anymore I just wanna go to sleep" she said looking at me in the eyes my eyes trailed down to her neck and I realised there was lipstick on it and it definitely wasn't mine I touched it at she looked at me confused "who's lipstick is on your neck?" I asked she laughed "it must have been Veronica's she got upset over something and we where hugging she her lipstick must have wiped off in my neck by accident" I let go and looked at the floor she lifted my chain and I look at her "I don't like Veronica and I never have. The only reason I kissed her is to see if you liked me." I looked at her right in the eyes and I know she isn't lying to me but I still say "promise?" she smiled at me "promise"she said back holding onto my cheek "am going to bed" she said letting me go she went to walk away but I grabbed her arms she looked over at me I pulled her into me and kissed her again then leaned my head on her head "stay with me tonight" I said she nodded as I slowly pulled her up into my room. Once we entered I pushed her in the bed and shut the door I straddled her I felt her breathing hitch from under me. I moved down a little so my ass was on top off her pussy. I leaned down and connected our lips every time our skin touches I get fireworks exploding all over my body or I get butterflies but I love them both I love the feeling I get off her.
Toni's pov
She makes me forget the pain I am feeling ,I know I should be crying and wanting to die because I lots Ella but Cheryl takes those thoughts away. Every time we touch I just want more and I crave her lips all the time. I honestly don't know how am going to keep her a secret but I will have to try because I know am starting to fall for her and am falling fast and hard. I broke our kiss because any longer and my other side will come out and I don't want Cheryl to know about her yet she already showed her self to Jason and it can not happen to Cheryl at least not yet. She looked sad that I stopped her "I think we should sleep now" I said it was hard not to flip her over and take her right now in this bed because I really really want to and I feel like I need to but I wasn't in the right mind set and I was super drunk still. she rolled off me I already wish I didn't tell her to stop. She leaned her head on my chest and cuddled into me "goodnight Toni" she said sleepy "goodnight Cheryl" I said closing my eyes and falling a sleep straight away.
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Hurting everyday (choni)
Hombres LoboREAD AT OWN RISK Toni topaz is shy,quite and sad most of the time. She has been through so much but when she has too move into the blossoms home . Will things keep going down hill or will things get better? Toni has a huge secret that she plans to...
