Ever After 2 (X Reader)

Spooktastic At The Museum

(Y/n) had come to expect now no matter how wonderful life with Alex was when Tuesday rolled around it was down to the DEO for her weekly meeting with Dr. Dick.

Today was no exception, with the fresh memories of a wonderful night with Alex decorating their apartment with Christmas decorations, Alex's utterly divine display of how to be a top, (Y/n) had to cover her mouth to hide her growing smile at the memory.

"So you've had no episodes." The man asked almost disinterested, his voice a low dull monotone drone that made (Y/n) want to close her eyes and sleep.

"No attacks, sometimes my mind begins to go down that rabbit hole of thinking about that place, my mother being so close doesn't help, but I engage the tricks you taught me and it seems to work."

" Good, and your trigger image is? " He asked flatly.

(Y/n) shrugged. "Alex of course, I love my Dad and Lena, Kara but when I was there it was Alex who pulled me through, she was who made me get up to fight every day, if I didn't have her, I would still be there, hell I'd probably be a phantom myself." (Y/n) felt her heartache at the memory, until the dark ominous cloud cleared away for a warm ray of sunshine to emerge as she remembered the night before.

"What's the smile for? I've never seen you smile like that in here." He'd never seen her smile like that at all since he had met her and they'd began these sessions.

"Last night Alex came to pick me up at Catco after she finished work and we spent hours looking for a Christmas tree, it had to be the perfect one for us." (Y/n) let out a chuckle. "Eventually when we found it decreed by Alex herself, we spent the evening decorating the apartment, and it was just everything that is Alex, the world can be wild and crazy outside but Alex she's always my anchor, a safe place, she makes me smile like this."

Dr. Dick wrote something silently on his notepad. " And the wedding planning is not too stressful. "

"Alex made us employ a wedding planner, and it's totally crazy but it is actually my first girlfriend, that was insane."

" And that isn't a source of tension? " He raised an eyebrow.

(Y/n) laughed loudly. "Oh you should have seen Alex's face at first, but she knows, Alex knows she's my number one, at this point, it's pretty obvious, to be honest."

"And this ex she's ok with you moving on and marrying someone else?" He asked raising a bushy grey eyebrow high up his forehead.

(Y/n) shook her head, was this therapy or was he fishing for a new storyline to a new CW drama? "Hold on Doc, even if she wasn't why would I care? And secondly Claire is not a bitch and she happens to be very happy with her long-term girlfriend."

" Good, so you are feeling optimistic right now?'

"Well, I guess so, I mean I'm nervous about the wedding Kara has invited these friends of hers one of them has a past with Alex, that plays around in my head sometimes." (Y/n) said honestly.

"You think there is still something between them?" His eyes lifted over his notepad to see (Y/n) shake her head.

"No, not at all I trust Alex explicitly, I just feel like I compare myself to her exs and I always find myself wanting." (Y/n) admitted grimly.

"Hmm, interesting."

" Doc, you know I hate the Hmm, interesting line, it's not hard to fathom that I feel like I need to show myself I deserve Alex, so I try to compete with these exs, only my own low self-esteem works against me. "

"So, do you not need me anymore?" Dr. Dick laughed.

" Don't speak too soon doc, I'm your only client here. "