ᴋɪᴍ ᴍɪɴᴊᴜ
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Its night time and I'm chilling with my cats trying to take aesthetic pics with them—though my cats didn't cooperate—earning myself a scratch on my cheek.
I placed a bandaid with cat prints and laid on my bed and checked my phone. I received two messages from my best friend from another class, Park Jiwon.
𝕁𝕚𝕨𝕠𝕟:
What do I dooooo>~<
I accidentally confessed to...
𝕁𝕚𝕨𝕠𝕟 𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕪𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘...
𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕛𝕦:
Yah!
Yah what did –
What?!!!!!
𝕁𝕚𝕨𝕠𝕟:
Jeongin....
Aish >~<
𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕛𝕦:
You never even told me you liked Jeongin—
Aside from that
what did he say?
𝕁𝕚𝕨𝕠𝕟 𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕪𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝕁𝕚𝕨𝕠𝕟:
He won't reply >~<
Oof
Wait a sec—
mom's calling bye
𝕁𝕚𝕨𝕠𝕟 𝕨𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕠𝕗𝕗𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕖
𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕛𝕦:
Yah!
You—
Ugh
𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕛𝕦 𝕨𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕠𝕗𝕗𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕖
I played on my bed. Blankly staring at the ceiling,a thought came to me " Jiwon told me we were going on a trip...with Felix!!" I hid under my blanket and kicked the pillows like a normal excited person would do.
"it's going to be the happiest day of my life!"
I squealed making my cats a bit surprised and awaken from their nap.
I hugged my pillow tightly and stared at the view my window was providing me until I fell asleep.
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Days passed and today was the trip. I dressed really cutely: a black sweater with an alien on the side, simple denim shorts, and my favorite socks and yellow converse. I also brought a pink jacket just in case.
I grabbed my backpack and went out to the park where we were supposed to meet. I could see Jiwon smiling widely and Felix giving me a warm smile.
Well you see my relationship with Felix is well ok? We were friends since elementary. However we lost our closeness when I was assigned to a different class and so it went on. When we do these sudden trips we become very close, but at school we're distant and awkward. I don't understand it but it's the best that our relationship can be, nothing more nothing less. It hurts but hey, who said I couldn't try?
Jiwon instantly grabbed my hand and we went to the bus station and off to this place where the grass was tall and really pretty. I don't know exactly the place but I've seen it on insta.
I was in the middle. Felix was near the walkway while Jiwon had the window seat. My goal today is to get closer to him.
Jiwon laid her head on my shoulder and I had the sudden urge to that to Felix too, but as I was about to, I felt him shift his position. "You must hate me a lot huh?" I murmured
"What?" Felix looked over to me
"Nothing" I told him as I fell asleep
We arrived and Jiwon was really happy. We took some pictures. Jiwon was first, she did a flower pose. "yah me too me too" Felix said excitedly joining her.
Honestly, I felt my heart break for a moment, nope not just for a moment but the whole trip.
Next it was Felix's turn. He posed like he was looking at something. They used my phone and I was glad I'd get to keep even one picture of him.
Next was me, I did a V-pose and a flower pose when Felix decided to join me "Jiwon-ah take a picture of us making flower poses" he said as he made a flower pose and went beside me.
I chuckled at the idea but it was great that I had at least one picture with him,even though maybe for him it was meaningless.
Next stop one of the most beautiful flower gardens. Literally there are plants and flowers everywhere. You could say that the three of us enjoyed the comfort of nature.
Jiwon jumped on Felix's back. And stupid me took a picture of them, heartbreaking once again. I wished I could do that with him but you know.
After the picture Jiwon recommended Felix to carry me. He simply replied " Hyunjin would kill me if he found out" he chuckled and started to walk away.
We went to have dinner and got matching shirts in the mall. Though the whole trip was fun on the outside, in the inside I felt jealous. I mean I like him and I can't do the things I want to do for him and to him. Not even a single handshake.
We were going back I honestly felt so lonely. Jiwon and Felix are close, they're from the same class after all. I felt left out t and sad so I couldn't help myself but cry.
The bus stopped signalling it was time for us to part ways. We bid farewell and went our own ways.
ʟᴇᴇ ғᴇʟɪx
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The trip was fun. I was enjoying a lot especially with the company of people I've been close with since we were friends since elementary.
However I felt that, Minju wasn't that happy why is that? I mean I did talk to her and stuff we weren't awkward so what was wrong?
ᴋɪᴍ ᴍɪɴᴊᴜ
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If only i told you how i felt earlier would i have been able to become yours?
