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I stared at the ceiling thinking about what I just told Minju. Unexpectedly blood rushed to my face at the thought of it. I cupped my cheeks.

"Ah hyunjin why are you so cheesy?"

"She's going to think you're a playboy of some sort!"

I messed up my hair and hit my head. I punched my pillows and threw them around my room. I laid back down on the bed only to hear a notification.

I reached out and grabbed my phone lazily as i checked what the fuck popped up on my phone. It was Minju.

I mean no I didn't get a text from her or a missed call or did she comment or like my recent post or react to my story. She posted a picture.

I quickly sat up and slowly unlocked my phone. I looked at her photo and it was a picture of her with her cat. Her caption said 'nostalgia' I wonder what she meant.

Did she remember Felix again or did she remember something funny with her cat? I'll never know.

Deep down I wish that I was somehow on her mind when she posted this. I know it's stupid. Am i even on her mind? Am i even worth a thought? It's unfair how she's always on my mind but I'm not on hers.

With that thought I just slept hugging my dog. As usual I thought of her and why she cried over Felix which eventually made me sleepy.

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I woke to the sound of my dog barking. I checked my Instagram to see that Minju put something on her story. It was a video of her cat running around trying to catch its tail. I could hear her cute giggles and also coughs and sniffs. I'm guessing she's sick.

I ran down the stairs and grabbed my backpack. I put on my shoes and hurriedly grabbed a bite from a slice of bread.

"Mom I'm leaving!" I yelled through the house as I hear her steps coming closer. There I saw with a smiling face and she replied.

"Honey why is your face so red? Are you okay?"
She asked curiously as she scrutinised my face.

"Ah no mom I'm fine" I cracked a smile and left. Must be because of what happened yesterday. GAHAHAGSSGSGGSSH I FEEL SO EMBARRASSED LET ME JUST DIE.

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Felix was walking down the hallways, his hands in his pockets. Suddenly he heard two people talking.

He peeked through the window to see Minho and Minju drinking root beer on a bench.

"This early drinking root beer? gosh" he murmured to hinself as he listened to their conversation.

"Get over him" Minho siped his drink

"I know it's hard but Minju reality is reality ok? He has a girlfriend and you know when he loves someone he'll stick to that person and that person only" Minho looked at Minju with a serious face

"Minho I'm trying but at the end of the day it's still him"

"Minju-ah just open your eyes and look at other guys I'm pretty sure there are more guys you can meet but your feelings are holding you back"

"Think of it you're always crying over something that never even fucking happened" Minho opened the chips he had.

Felix never knew Minju's feelings are this intense that she can't move on. This is the first time he heard she had a crush on someone. Knowing her probably only Minho knows about it.

"I know Minho it sucks" She looked up at Minho with puffy eyes

"Look you're always crying and I don't want to see you cry anymore I'm sick of it" Minho rolled his eyes.

"Help me move on from Felix" She slowly wiped her tears.

Felix heard this and was shocked. She didn't know that her love interest was him all along. His guts were right. That time when he heard his name almost being mentioned he got a hint but refused to face reality.

He listened more, he wanted to know what she would do to move on because he wanted her to move on from him.

Minho sipped his drink after that placing his drink beside him leaning on the bench. He smirked and said.

"Use Hyunjin"

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