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The practice game ended–it was just a friendly game no worries.
However Hyunjin acted strange. He didn't pass the ball to anyone and he started throwing the ball with anger. He missed almost all his shots.
Normally–he's not like this
You can tell his anger by his face.
After the practice when everyone started leaving I saw Hyunjin threw his water bottle angrily and messed up his hair.
Not sure what the reason was but I'm guessig it's something's he really cares about. And so i left.
ᴋɪᴍ ᴍɪɴᴊᴜ
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Everyone started leaving the field.
"I'll be going first i have duties to attend to"
Yoojin winked and i honestly wanted to gag but no.
I smiled at her "Sure go ahead and do your business"
She left and so did Jeongin and Minho and even the other players.
The only people I could see were Hana and Felix and honsetly–heartbreaking.
My heart started to ache at the scene.
I saw Felix smiling happily at Hana–he must truly like her. Even Hana who was smiling widely. Hana gave him a bottle of water and I assumed she was telling him he did great–which is true he did great.
My eyesight blurred tears threatening to fall down my eyes. I couldn't help it–fuck it. I let my tears fall no one is going to fucking see me anyway.
I looked up to see them holding hands and it honestly broke my heart. I don't understand why I feel this way why I'm so in love with Felix why I'm such a fool for him.
I dont understand, but can you stop yourself from loving someone? I guess not.
Its suffocating how much i want to tell him i like to get this thing off my chest and move on.
more tears. more and more.
until i heard footsteps approachig me.
I looked up to see Hyunjin.
"I look bad right now don't look at me"
I hid my face from him as he took a seat beside me.
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Hyunjin sat beside Minju as he watched the girl silently let her tears out.
"I guess this is the second time I'm hearing you cry" Hyunjin stated as he felt the cool breeze.
At the moment Hyunjin can't help but feel broken seeing the girl he likes sad.
"I guess so" Minju said in between sniffs.
Hyunjin handed her his hanky and Minju accepted it wiping her tears away with it.
"So why are you crying again?" Hyunjin asked as he ran his fingers on his hair revealing the headband he was wearing.
Minju thought he looked good with it but it reminded her of the white and red headband she gave to Felix.
"I know that you may not trust me at the moment and you may not tell me why youre crying but I'm here for you" Hyunjin said as he realized how cheesy his words were but he meant it.
He didn't want her to bear the sadness all by herself.
"Hey you remember that phone call" Minju asked Hyunjin as she raised her head and ran her fingers through her hair.
Hyunjin nodded embarrassed at what he said at that time.
"Thanks for that I really needed it" Minju smiled as Hyunjin stared at her with loving eyes that sadly Minju didn't notice.
"Anytime" Hyunjin said with eyes filled with admiration for the girl he likes. But the fact that she had her eyes on Felix kind of made him broken to.
But for now he decided to be what she really needed–someone to lean on.
"You know pretty girls shouldn't cry"
"But I'm not pretty"
"In my eyes you are"
Hyunjin ran his mouth too much. He covered his mouth in embarrassment and his face started heating up.
Hyunjin thought to hold his feelings back.
"In your eyes but not his" this time it was Minju who ran her mouth too much.
Minju was engulfed in sadness and so was Hyunjin.
Hyunjin could feel tears about to fall. He wanted to hide and run away but at the same time he wanted to be with her longer.
Hyunjin hugged Minju so that she won't be able to see him crying.
Minju was taken aback but hey–this was what she needed a person who would make her feel like everything is okay even though it's not.
Hyunjin whispered as a hot tear escaped from his face.
"Can I just hold you like this for once and after this you can act like none of this happened?"
