/Closed Creep

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Do you think I'm off the line for wanting to ponder about life? The purpose of my existence , if all I've ever known in my life is the agony found in my bones . I turn my sight away from all the things you call "fun" for I find pleasure in feeling my emotions caving me inside, I've never been the girl to care of how boys viewed me as , or how quickly at first sight these girls in my hometown labeled me as a " closed creep".  To you, I might be isolated and far gone away from reality, sincerely I am far worst than that. Everyday I think of how beautiful the world will be without my cursed mind, perhaps it's not my mind that needs to be fixed, maybe it's just your views of how messed up you think I am when I am only in need of assurance that I am indeed still alive even if my heart only wishes to be stopped.

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