B A D

/In-Between

Don't you get it? I don't mind being left alone anymore. If you want to be out of my life, I can lead you to the way out. If you're in desperate need of help, and you are finding It difficult to carry the weight of your sadness alone, I'll stretch out my hand for you.

I don't expect anything in return, I don't expect anything from people. I'll be happy with my own self talking all night about my worry and misery, and I'll be having fun with you at morning pretending I'm the most joyful person in this life.

I'll always be in-between with you, I can't show you how terrible it is to be stuck in my skin, and how wonderful I really am when I'm at my happiest moments.

You'll never know the real me, the real me that I hide in million layers beneath my skin. You'll never break into my ecstatic paradise.

I'll always remain a mystery to you because believe me ..I am letting out the truth when I tell you " You will never understand the complexity of my mind" and these thoughts that electrify me every second of my life. It hurts, and it's horrible , but I'm not gonna admit it. I rather bite my tongue than spit it out for you and have you pity me .