No Forever | Z.M (AU)

Chapter 20: Horrendous Memories

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Chapter 20

When I follow Zayn to the roof that he wants to show me, I take a look at his back, even his back is beautiful. I wonder how many girlfriends did he had? Does he even have a girlfriend now? I mean this guy is gorgeous, girls will drool on him if they saw him. I wonder how many girls has he slept with? Him sleeping with someone else, shivers me. Even though, we are not together or anything, the thought of anyone touching him scares me. I don't want to even think about it. I don't want to be attached to him but I guess I'm a bit too late.

"Zayn, how many girlfriends did you have?" I blurt out.

He exhales and says, "if I tell you, you won't believe."

"No c'mon, tell me." I wince and .
give him the puppy face. He laughs and sighs. "None. I had none."

I gasp and try not to have the shocked face but I guess it's too late because he laughs and shakes his head.

"Bullshit. Are you bullshitting?" I whisper.

"Told you you won't believe." We walk to the stair case and climb up to the next floor.

"I do believe you, it's just, it's unbelievable." I shrug and he laughs.

"Like didn't you have any girlfriend in middle school or something?" I ask, still walking behind him. Where is the damn roof?

This place is fucking huge.

"Do those even count?" He says and I laugh. "I guess so." I shrug.

"Well, I had one in middle school. Her name was Maggie."

"That's nice." I smile at him, even though he can't see me.

"Yeah, she used to be so clingy, which in a weird way I kinda liked it. I guess it's because I had no friends and the thought of someone actually wants to stay with me all the time was satisfying."

"I get you, I used to be so clingy to my brother because I had no one, until Niall came along."

"About that, why is Harry hiding you from everyone? Like saying to everyone you're his friend." He raises his eyebrow, not sure why Harry would do that.

"Believe me, I always ask myself that, but I don't know honestly, I mean he's brother and believe it or not it's actually kinda hard saying no to him. I just don't want to upset him because if I did, I might lose him over something stupid and I can't risk that." I already lost my mother.

"I understand. I just think you're too precious to be hidden."

My cheeks immediately go as red as a tomato. "I'm not actually hidden, am I?"

He grins and says, "I know."

We climb up the stairs, again. I groan in tiredness. "I don't want to go up again."

"C'mon stop being lazy and move your ass."

"I am moving my ass." I protest throwing my hands in the air.

"Stop complaining." He groans and I huff.

"You're the one who's complaining right now about me complaining." I remark and he rolls his eyes, then he chuckles quietly.

We finally make it to the last floor and there's a one big black door there, Zayn slowly opens the door and walks in, while I hesitantly walk behind him. He walks in the of the roof and takes a good look on the view in-front him, I go and stand next to him. The view is breathtaking. You can see the whole city from up here, which is incredible. Bright lights flash and city cars rushing by honking horns. The skyscrapers are immensely tall that just hover over you feeling enclosed, a great feeling. I smile at the sight in-front of me. "It's beautiful." I say breathlessly.