Wednesday
So last night Ryan added me on snapchat again and we have been snapping all day. I really don't know what he's trying to get at. The way he talks to me is a little to flirty to just ignore and I like Ryan but he is still dating Hanna.
Jenny thinks that he just wants a safety net incase Hanna breaks up with him and that makes sense. Hanna is a trophy wife. She's popular, pretty, plays sports, and is in the grade above Ryan and I. Even if he is getting bored of her it would be crazy for him to break up with her.
I like Ryan. We talk in tutorial all the time and he is fun to snap because we actually have real conversations about real things rather than just black snap like Ian and I. I really don't know what I am doing at this point. I think I just need to move schools before the drama starts up too much.
I really did not mean for this journal to be full of boy drama but I guess that just shows how crazy things can get with out you meaning to let them get that out of control.
On the other hand I haven't talked to Nikki since Monday. Literally have not said a word to her which is really weird because we are best friends. I mean I guess at this point it is obvious we are fighting. She's mad that I went to Ian's house. But she never even told me she didn't want me to go and then when I said I had fun at his house she got mad at me. I think she is mad about something else but I don't know at this point. I wonder how long we will be able to go without talking to each other. Is it sad that I don't miss her as much as I thought I would. I really just want to be happy and at this point I'm just gonna start cutting out anything that is making me upset.
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Junior Year
Non-FictionI wish I could tell you all this crazy stuff is made up. If I did that though, I would be lying. This is a journal of all the crazy things that happen my junior. Please enjoy reading about my suffering.
